☆★ 3 ★☆ 4eVeR UnFoRgOttEn MeMoRiEz 11 / 6 / 2004

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2006-06-21T10:21:00.000+08:00

Helloz...

I Decided To Come Back.......Hope She Meant What She Said......."U noe I'll be wif you"..............She Is Kind Of Cute Sometimes................Waiting For Her To Come Back.......Still Loving Her.......But Dun Let Me Wait Too Long......Hug*

YANG*

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2006-03-22T07:18:00.000+08:00

Everything Ended In An Instant....And Again...I Am The One Hurted Most......Think She Wanted That Way....And Doesn't Felt Any Pain...Cos..She Noe She Still Got Friends & Edmund.....

Somehow Felt...She Been Forcing Me To Say Break Up.....And Of Cos...She Got It The Way She Want It........Perhaps...She Felt Happier That Way.........Now Edmund Dun Have To Chose Whether To Stay Or Continued Le.......Wang Jue Is Available Now....Single Le. Guess Edmund Is The Happiest Person To Hear This News.............HaHax.......I Am Left No Choice.......

Hearing How Edmund Treat Wj Maybe Indicating That I Am Not As Good......And Instead I Become The Third Party......Luckily It Happen To Me And Not Others......Hope Edmund Dun Do That The Same To Other PPls's Relationship.......Ruined Mine Jiu Suan Le.......

Somemore...Edmund Is Treating Wj Good Not Bad....So I Guess I Try Not To Worry For Her.........Weibin is Right.....Wj Is Under Alot Of Her Friend's Influence.....Whether Bad Or Good......It Is All Up To Wj To Decide.........She Got 6 Years To Stay In RV........Edmund Might Be A Better Choice To Her........Edmund Can Help Her In Homework.....Accompany Her In School....While I Cannot......Too Bad..........

Me Trying Not To Be Sad.......SomeHow.....Keeping This Relationship Is Pointless When She Is So Engaged In Her Friends And SchOOl....I Am Just Nothing To Her........Once Again......Perhaps She Is Really Still Immature In Thinking.......She Can Gave Up Our Relationship Becos Of Edmund.......She Is Willing To Be HIS Pearl And Do Love HIM As Much As HE Do..........It Really Kind Of Sweet.....=).......It Won't Happen To Me..........Or Rather......She Is Not The One For Me............

Is She Taking Me For Granted ???........That's For Her To Noe........
Is She Under Friends' Influence???.......That's For Her To Reflect.......
Is She Still Immature ???........That's For Her To Learnt & Think........

Does Her Still Love Me ???.........Hope She Do Ask Herself...........

Last Point Before I End My Story Here.........Last Post Le....Dunno What To Say About Her Altitude In Relationship........Nth Much To Say......Sometimes Good, Sometimes Bad.......I Do Admit She Making Me Feel Insecure In This Relationship......Giving Me False Hope In This End.........Quite Amazed Her Heart Changed Le........I Felt It Is Not Edmund's Fault...But This Breakup Got To Do With Him Also...........Because Wj Felt I Am Not As Good As HIM..........But Mainly....Is Wj........She Nv Make Clearly To PPls...That She Got A BF.......And....Nv Reject PPls' Love When She Already Have Mine.............This Is The Dissapointing Part......Kind Of Worry For Her..........She Is The Kind That People Treat Her Good.....She Will Just Think That Person Won't Harm Her......But She Is Wrong.....The Societies Is Full Of Scheming Ppls.......I Dun Want To See Her Get Cheated Becos Of Her Character & Personalities......Just Hope She Is Alright Even When...I Am Not Around Anymore.........Hope We Won't Meet Anymore To Prevent "Gan Ga".

I Won't Go Find A New Gf...........My Wallet Will Still Place That Picture Of Hers & Mine.......Until Another Gal Is Worthy For Me To Remove It.........Till Now..I Still Love Wj........<333

Yang* (Message To Her: Take Care & Dun Regret !)

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2006-03-21T07:07:00.000+08:00

Just Saw Her Blog And Edmund's Blog........I Knew Something Is Going On....I Think I Give Up Le.........I Dun Feel Any Love From Her Le........She Also Nv Do The Things That Should Be Done........

I Guess The Pearl Thing Is Going Between They 2........So.....If You 2 Really Likes Each Other...Go Ba..........I Dun Want To Be The Third Party....I Felt I Am The Third Party Instead....You Stay With Me Also Not Happy........Even If You Are With Me.....You Also Accept PPls's Extrodinary Love........I Dun Want To Take It Anymore.....You Are Just Too Immature In Relationship..........I Am Tired Of Edmund's Thing...Since You Chose It This Way....You Can Have It.........

I Hate Her.....I Hate Him........I Felt Being Taken For Granted In The End.....Maybe I Should Have Heed PPls' Advice.....Let Go......Let Go & Let Go..........You Dun Have To Report To Me Anymore.....I Won't Stop You Le........Freedom Is All You Want.....Friends Is All You Need......Go And Have Them All........And Find A New Boyfriend Who Can Satisfy Your Need Since You Think I Am No Good.......Dun Find Me Because You Are Lonely...And Not Because You Want Your Bf's Company.......If Edmund Is Doing What He Is Doing...And You Are Not Rejecting....Fine !........I Find Myself A Fool To Trust You So Much...........I Won't Believe Nth Is Happening Between U 2........If You Want To Be A 2 Timer Like What Mark Request...Forget It....I Rather Leave You........Stupidity In Relationship !

In The End........You Still Do It.........Moron Me !

Fuk* Off....

Yang*

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2006-03-03T07:16:00.000+08:00

Back To Blog......

Now...Alone In Class....Very Peaceful...I Am A Peaceful Guy...HaHax........Later Having Lab....For rDNA Technology Module........Today is Also The Last Day Of School....Should I Be Happy Or Sad ???

After School.....There Is Also A BBQ Session At East Coast......Wonder....If I Am Going....Should I Go ???

PPM Submission Deadline Is Coming.....How ???

Wonder.....How Should I Go About Saving Money.......I Wanna Save De..Dunno Why In The End..Spent.....Darn.....Own Her $10.....Returning Her asap......

Yang*

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2006-02-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

I Am In A Dilemma.....

My Life Is So Messy Now..........

Conflict With My Parents..........Having Problems In Relationship............Handphone Bills Burden........Stress*

What Should I Do ???

Should I Call Her ??? Will She Said I Dun Care Her ???

I Am Such A Coward As She Said..........Haiz.....

Life Becoming Meaningless As Times Goes By...........

Yang*

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2006-02-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Sianz.......Wj Is Sick.......Problems Arise........Edmund Again.........I Really Sianz Of Having This Guy Troubling Me..........He Is Better Than Me...........Then....So What.........I Dunno......

Wj........Said Dun Need Me To Care.....Means She Rather Edmund To Care For Her Lor........Kaoz...........She Nv Even Called Me Today........I Freaking Pissed By The Things Happening Around Me.........Comparing Me Somemore.........With Another Guy.....So What I Am Not As Good...........

I Hate It !

Edmund.......Edmund......Edmund.......Just A Third Party To Me......A Person Who Is Affecting My Life, My Relationship......And Yet....She Is Not Doing Anything.........She Just Letting Him Do Whatever He Want........Everything She Said...Mostly About Him....I Dun Wanna Hear Anything More...........I Dunno What She Want..........From Last Time Till Now.......She Nv Give A Clear Response To Me Regarding Edmund.......I've Been Driving Thinking Too Much By Her........Making Me..Thinking Edmund Is Always Calling And Sms Her..When I Am Not With Her Or Chatting With Her.........I Going Crazy.....Cos...She Dunno How To Handle......She Just Dunno.........................yeah...I Am Not Good Enuff...........I Shall Go Isolate Myself......

I Dun Wanna Hear Anything About Edmund.......Get Lost !

I Am Just A Idiot.........!!! Happy ?

Take Care...Wj.....><

Yang*

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2006-02-23T07:22:00.000+08:00

Today Is Thursday.....Having My Last UT Of This Semester Later....Kind Of Happy...But I Am Tired....Guess I Didn't Sleep Enuff......

7 More School Days...Before My Holiday.....But It Doesn't Mean I Can Slack...I Still Got Stuff To Do.........

I Am Broke Now...So...I Will be Fasting...HeHez...........Take Care Dear ! Hope You Got Your Silver...

Yang*

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2006-02-22T14:11:00.000+08:00

Today....My Module Got Lab Session...I Dunno About It....And...I Wore Slipper And Shorts To School.......So Diao....Unable To Attend The Lesson...So I Stayed In Class To Do My Own Things....However..I Still Stay To Attend The Third Meeting.....

Dunno What Time Dear Will Call Me.......Waiting For Her Call Now...

Yang*

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2006-02-20T13:11:00.000+08:00

Time Now Is 1:11 Pm.....Xiao Xin Cried Today....I Am Sorry To Make Her Cry........My Main Objective Is To Make Her Reflect On Her Mistakes...Let Her Realise....Her Mistakes.....And Make Changes To Her Altitude And The Way She Do Things.......

My Words Maybe Too Harsh.........But......My Intention Is Good...I Know......But I Dun Want Such Thing To Happen Again.........I Know...Soon...I Will Become A Heartless Guy If It Con't..........

Yang*

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2006-02-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

Today Is Kind Of A Bad Day...Why Neh???

Cos..Morning I Overslept....She Got Called Me.....But...Dunno Why..Head So Heavy Then....Doze Off.....I Really Dun Meant It....Sorry.....It Was Intentionally...

School Was Alright.....Just Feel Tired....

After School, Met Up With Her......She Was Late...But Nvm....Shouldn't Say Anything About The Lateness.....Dun Wanna Quarrel With Her.....Just Only Saw She And Three Other Friends...Walking Towards Mrt Station......

Today...Me In A Smiling Mood.....But.......She...Raised About The Topic That I Overslept...I Know It Is Wrong Of Me........Dun Have Much To Explain....Doze Off Got What Reasons To Say De........Sorry........I Spoiled Her Day.....I Am So Bad.....

I Feel Being Threatened......Cos...She Mentioned About Saying ByeBye To Edmund.......If I Did Not Overslept Today......But To Me...It Seem...........There Is Something Going On Between Them....Otherwise...Why Would She Say ByeBye......To Her Best Friend.........She Should Have Say ByeBye Long Ago.....But She Dragged Until Now.....Making Me And Her To Suffer......She Still Dunno What's Wrong.........

No Chemistry Le......She Been So Fierce These Days....Want To Treat Her Good....But........The Way She Treat Me...Is Like I Am Not Her Boyfriend....She Push Me Away...Reject Me.....Nv Make it Clear..To ppls Who Want To Woo Her........................Haiz.......I Already Damn Sad..Until......Can Laugh When I Sad.....Cos..I Feel Numb.....I Dunno.........

Yang* Sign...

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2006-02-15T13:24:00.000+08:00

Today....Is A Fine Day...Except The Lesson Is Abit Boring......Dunno..Why........Time Now is 1:27 Pm....I Am Having My Lunch In Class....Chicken-Cutlet Hor Fun.........

Third Meeting Is At 2 Pm.......Soon Le.........

Dun Wanna Say Anything...Just Hope She Dun Make Me Angry........

Yang*

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2006-02-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day....

I Received A Wallet.....A Billabong Wallet....This Is The First Time I Received A Billabong Gift...And Is My First Possession Of Billabong Item.....Yesterday Is Also My First Time To Buy A Billabong Gift For Someone........It Is The Second Most Expensive Item For Her......The Most Expensive Thing I Bought For Her is The Rings.......With Engraving "WJ & YY"......=)

Hope She Really Love My Gifts More Than Other People's One.......Hahax......Have A Nice Day...Dear......

Yang*

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2006-02-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

What Should I Say....???

Just Called Dear....She Is Sleeping.....I Feel Bad Waking Her Up......But Since I Already Wake Her Up........I Just Chat Abit With Her.......I Can Feel She Dun Feel Interested To Talk To Me.......I Already Can Sense Crying In My Heart.......I Am Damn Sad.......Especially....She Thought It Is Edmund That Called Me........She Took Me As Edmund.....She Really Did........I Dunno....How Long I Can Take Such Hurting........I Dunno When She Can Treat Me Better.......I Dunno If This Relationship Can Hold On How Long....I Just Wish.....She Is Still With Me.........I Also Can Sense Her Heart Is Not With Me...........I Felt I Am Only Having A One-Sided Love........Which Is Me Loving Her....Where She Dun.........Why Are Our Relationship Restricted To Weekend Only......Am I Not Her Boyfriend During Weekdays ???

Ok....Enough Of The Unhappiness.....

Before I Called Her.....I Went To Lot 1 To Buy Valentine's Day Gift For Dear........I Went With Weibin......Weibin Also Want To Buy Things For Si Yi.........I Am Glad I Finally Bought A Shirt For Dear And Also Bought A Smaller Version Of Mie Mie......HeHe....Hope She Will Love Them.........I Really Wanna Treat Her Good......But Also Hope She Treat Me Better.........If She Really Dun Love Me........I Rather Her To Leave Me......And Never Find Me Again........Cos..Maybe I Took This Relationship Too Seriously....I Put In Too Much Of My Feeling........I Just Hope To Treat Her The Best I Can.......

I Am At Loss...I Dunno Wat I Can Do....To Make Dear Realise...That....I Am Really Hurt By What She Done.......I Also Dunno Wat I Can Do To Make Her Change The Way She Treat Me.......I Noe I Am In Wrong....I Noe.....Everything Could Be Or Must Be My Fault......To Let Things Come To This Stage....But I Also Noe.....I Will Regret.....If I Never Attempt To Save This Relationship.....But I Noe....If I Try.......There Might Be A Chance To Make Her Come Back To Me......I Will Be Contended & Noe I Try My Best........In The End........Everything Might End Up.......With What I Dun Want.....And .....Cry As Much As I Like......

I Dun Used To Cry......I Cry Of Cos...When I Am Hurt......Who Say Guys Cannot Cry.....I Did..........I Did Cry Becos Of Her...Becos..Of This Relationship.....I Also Want To Make This Relationship Forever...Where She Will Accompany Me Through Poly....Through NS....And Even Live Together........I Am Willing To Sacriface Alot Of Things For Her.....I Can Dun Eat...Dun Drink...Dun Sleep..Becos..Of Her...I......I Even Can Spent Every Single Cents On Her....Just To Make Her Happy.......All I Hope Is She Is Treating Me Whole-Heartedly........Love Me Truely........Faithfully.........

Maybe You All Will Realise....My Blog & Posts Is All About Her Since The Day I Blog..........I Been Doing It For Quite A Long Time........Cos..I Care....& Wanna Voice Out.......At Least I Hope She Can Understand Through My Blog....I Dunno If She Will View It Anot....I Dunno If She Cares About This Relationship Anot.....I Hope She Can Proves To Me....She Cares.....She Love Me.....She Wanna Be With Me.....She Wanna Save This Relationship Too........I Am Still Waiting....I Am.......................................................I Am Really Still Waiting......She Been Missing...Or Getting Lost....For A Long Time......I Hope My Xiao Xin Can Come Back To Me..........I Am Such A Failure...Why ???....................Want To Talk To Her Also So Difficult.............

Edmund........Edmund...........Edmund........He Is Making My Life Messy......He Is Making My Relationship Messy......He Is Driving Me Crazy............Maybe I Am Not Suited For Relationship Because Of The Fact...I Cannot Stand My Girlfriend...Kept Talking About A Guy..........Even Say His Name When She Called Me.....Even Take Me As Edmund When I Called Her...........Really Feel Irritated With Edmund........Dear.....Dear......Take It As I Beg You.....Can You Stop What You Doing Now...........Can You At Least Care About Me.......Pay Attention To Me......And Only Treat Me With Special Treatment...........Am I Really Wrong About You ???

I Am Feeling Very Miserable...........Dear...You Noe That.........It Is Not I Dun Want This Relationship.....But.....It Need Two Hands To Clap.........I Noe The Problem Might Lies With Me.....But Can You Dun Rake Up The Past........??? Can You...................Actions Speak Louder Than Words............................................................................................................................................................................................................................Please Find Your Way Back..........

Anyway.....Happy Valentine Day !!! Love You Dear.........Wo Ai Ni Ai Dao Si.......I Already Feel Like Dying...........

Broken-Hearted Yang*

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2006-02-12T14:22:00.000+08:00

I Already Try To Give Myself And Her A Chance.....But It Doesn't Work Out.......

Everyday......She Will Surely.....Say Or Do Something That Hurt Me.....

Why Bother About So Much....When The Feeling Is There...........

I Dun Understand...........Does It Makes She Feel Better Or Feel Great When She Said Those Things..........

She Nv Cherish Me...........Till Now....After The Chance Given.....She Still Wants To Make Life Difficult For Me.........Why ???!!!

Why My Life & Relationship Must Be Like This.............I Just Ask For A Understanding Girlfriend..................Haiz......

Dissapointment......Depressment...........She Just Not Mature............If I Scold Her....She Will Think...I Unreasonable............I Wanted Her So Much Back......But It Seem Impossible.........Her Heart Fly Elsewhere......If She Love Me.....She Won't Say Those Thing........If She Love Me........She Won't Want To Hurt Me........

I Just Hope For A Glimph Of Chance......Again........Dream Shattered.........Even I Dun Want Such Relationship Le.........She Changed........She Got Influenced By Friends.......She Will Regret........I Did My Best Accept Some Of Thing Unlogical Thing She Asked For Liao.............

I Won't Find Her.......I Won't..........I Scare I Will Sink Deeper.........I Am Not Her Type Anyway..........It Might Not Be Too Late If I Make A Comeback.........I Been So Silly To Believe She Will Change For The Better............Instead She Got Worse And Worse...........

Time Now Is 2:30 Pm.......Later...I Need To Play Basketball To Distract Myself From The Problems....................I Cannot Be Like Her....If I Am As Immature As Her.......Sure Die One..........kk.........Dun Say Le............

Yang* (Angry Words Tend Not To Be The True Of What I Wants)

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2006-02-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

Time Now Is 11:40pm......One More Day To 11 / 2 /2006.....It Will Be 1 Yr & 8 Months Le.......I Am Happy...Wang Jue's Friend Do Speak Up For Me........I Really Wanna Ask Her........If It Is Worth To Give Up Me Becos Of Him..........If It Is That Case.......I Also Dunno......

I Been Trying Hard Not To Think About Our Matters...I Study In School....Discuss School Work With Friends....Play Games With Friends.....These Are The Things That Can Distract Me.........

Now The Problems Came Back To Me....I Cannot Avoid........If She Doesn't Help Herself.....What Can Be Done..........Now The Case Is......"Ren Zai...Xin Bu Zai".....Physically With Me...But Not The Heart......Haiz......

I Do Love Her Alot.....My Friends Are Told Me....To Break.....But I Cannot......I Still Wanna Give Her And Me A Chance........I Still Believe She Will Change For The Better.....But I Guess Too Late......She Returned Me The Ring..I Gave To Her....

I Think I Will Not Accept It Back....I Will Give Back To Her........

Yang*

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2006-02-10T05:30:00.000+08:00

This Relationship Is A Hopeless Case.......

Dunno What's Wrong With Me & Her.......

She Just Likes Go Bother For Other Guys Except Me........

She Sound Great Ar.........So Caring For Her Friends............

Hope She Dun End Up Like Dawn..........Who Got Hurt In The End..........

I Dun Feed The Need Of Me To Be Around........Cos...She Only Need Her Friends & MP3 Around..........

I Already Feel Numb About What Is Happening So Far............Scold Also No Use.......Cos...She Will Do Back The Same Thing.....What A Great Friend She Is.........Too Bad....She Is A Lousy Girlfriend.....Who Dun Care About Her Boyfriend.........Even When She Called Me.......It Is Also About Not Asking How Well Am I Today? Did I Have My Meals Regularly? Am I Happy Today? Or Lastly...What Time Can You Go Home?

I Dun Sense Her Care & Concern........Bet......Everything Have Shift To Another Guy Called Edmund.......Since His Importantance Overwhelmed Mine.........I Shall Not Stay.........I Am Not Good Enuff For Her...........

FUCK..........Everyday She Surely Bring Me Another Guy's Problem..........She Dun Even Realise....What She Been Doing Of Cos...Bring Other People's Rumours.......So I Suppose She Deserved It For Making Other People To Misunderstood......Even I Also Can Be Angry......I Doubt Her Now........

I Won't Be Surprised She Will Leave Me Because Of Edmund......Edmund Is A Cool Guy. He Care So Much About Wang Jue......He Got So Much To Talk To Wang Jue.......He Can Offer What Wang Jue Want...........He Can Help Wang Jue Gain Popularity In School.......He Can Make Wang Jue's Life In RV Fantastic.....Doesn't It Sound Cool Like A GOD ??? He Even Can Help With Her Homework........

I Won't Be Surprised If Some Of Her Friends Left Her In The End..........I Won't Explain Such Phenomenon..........

I Angry Also No Use Right.........She Will Still Do It...........Meet Edmund For School......Go Home Together With Edmund...........My Troubles Are Always There........But I Know One Thing........Basketball, Computer Games And FYP....Can Help Me Distracted Away From All This Craps.......

Sux ! I Hope She Dun Give PPls An Impression Of A "B****" In School.........She Been In So Good Term With Those Guys..........Rumours Like She & Her Edmund.....She & Her Lai Seng.....She & Her Jun Jie.............Wah.....3 Guys Sia.........Greedy......Not Good Wor......

She Also Nv Go Buy The Swimming Sleeping Clothes For The Swimming Lesson.........Even Want To Borrow From Edmund.......KNN........Such Girlfriend Exist In The World.........

Dunno Why Early In The Morning......She Do That To Me..........Really Dun Feel Like Going To School........But Not Her Problem Liao.....Her Edmund's Problem Is More Important..........Dun Feel Like Talking To Her............I Rather Stay In School Longer...........Then Come Home About 7 or 8 Pm....Then Go Sleep.....Days Pass Like That......Even No Time For Me To Be Trouble............Alarice....Asked Me Go Out A Few Times.....But I Rejected All Her Asking & Begging.........Cos..I Felt Inappropiate If I Go Out With Other Gals..........But Now.......Wang Jue........Also Doing It..........Maybe I Shouldn't Restrict Myself.............All Becos Of One Gal.........Who Make My Life Sux.......Who Dun Care Me...........

Dun Worry.....I Nv Regret.......I Just Pinned Hopes On Her......This Time Round.....My Dream Is Awaken..........Hopes Are Shattered......Sick Of It Le.........

Sorry For Being A Lousy & Bad Boyfriend....Who Dun Have The Understanding.............But I Just Can't Accept...A Girlfriend Who Treat Other Guys.....Better Than Her Guy........It Completely Bullshit...if She Told Me She Loves Me...........Go On.....Find Your Happiness Elsewhere.............................End Of Story.......

Yang*

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2006-02-09T07:29:00.000+08:00

Today....I Will Be Having UT4......Last UT For Medical Technology........

Saw Xiao Xin Today..Quite To See Her Girlish...HeHe....Sit Until So Nice.....Love Her Alot........But There Are Still Room For Improvement......Ask Her Eat More Vegetable.....She Seem To Never Listen...Evil Girl......Dun Force Me To Force Vegetable Into Her Mouth......HaHax....She Having Swimming Lesson.......Dun Get Cold Hor.....

If Can....I Go Buy Her Sleeping Clothes For Swimming....But Where To Buy ? I Dunno Leh.....Bu Zhi Dao........

OKOK>.......I Got To Study Now.......LoL.....Dear Dear Said I Not Shuai....Hurt Me Lo......KeKe...

Yang*

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2006-02-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

Time Now Is 2:59 Pm.......I Guessed What I Said In The Morning Is Rather Unfair Or "Guo Fen" To Dear Dear.....

But I Dun Deny I Feel Very Sick Of What Is Happening Around.......I Wanna Be Cheerful.......I Mean..Who Doesn't Want To Be Happy Right.....Dear Always Been Cheerful....But I Hope She Dun Strayed.....Cos....She Seem To Be Getting Stray.......Learning Bad Stuffs In School......

Hope She Know What Is Good & Bad For Her...........Lesson End Early Today......End At 3:05 Pm.........Tml.....I Got A UT4 For Medical Technology.....Must Study Liao.......

One Of My Fac Saw Me Been Always Unhappy In School......He Told Me Feel Free To Approach Him....If I Got Any Problem....He Even Told Me Not To Let Relationship Affect Studies.....Of Cos..I Noe....But Emotional-Wise....Quite Hard To Forget..........This Fac...Just Got Married........Fac = Facilitater = My Teacher, Caleb Yam..

I Am Trying To Get The FYP About High Tech Mushroom.......It Will Be A Good Things If I Got It.....And If I Can Get It........I Need To Fork Out Time For It.............Hope If There Is Such Chance For Me..........

Dear Dear....Happy Can Le......I Hope I Can Dun Get Angry Or Unhappy Over Her.........Closed One Eye.....Or Just Try To Heck-Care...Her Friend......Pretend...Nth Is Wrong...

Yang*

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2006-02-08T07:28:00.000+08:00

I Hated Her This Morning........She Went School Early I Guessed Is Most Probably Because Of Edmund.....Now I Really Get Used To This Guy........But....Glad In The Sense...Even When I Am Not Around, He Will Take Care Of Her..........

What Xiao Xin Needs Is Not Me But Rather Her MP3 & Her Friends.........I Know Strongly.....She Will Rather Choose Her Friends Than Me.........In Fact We Dun Have Much To Say...........And....In The End....I Change The Way I Think.....Let Her Go Out With Those Guys.......Until She Realise I Am Not Good Enuff For Her......And Will Leave Me.........Find Her True Happiness La.............Me Actually Wanted To Send Her To School Before I Took Mrt Back To Redhill......But Edmund.......Ermm...I Guess...She Will Be Meeting Edmund To School And Back Home.....So......I Decided....I Will Not Disturb Her Anymore............My Handphone Cannot Sms Out And Call Out Liao.....My Mum Nv Pay The Handphone Bills For Me...........Too Bad Lor......No One Can Find Me Now........I Rather Be Alone........

One Last Thing.....I Wanna Tell Wang Jue......I Am Not Good Enuff For You.........The Kind Of Guys You Like Is Not My Type..........Edmund Is Your Type.....Right ??? Shu Fang Told Me Before You Hated Guys Like Me.........Haiz........Even When I Am Not Around......You Will Not Be Lonely...Cos...You Got Your MP3 & Friends.......I Dun Sense The Need Of Me Anymore........I Rather Someone Who Appreciate My Stuffs And My Presense.........I Used To Giving My Breakfast To You.....But You Always Rejected......You Been In A Rush To Meet Your Edmund........And Forgotten About Me.....Even When I Seem To Be Angry....You Will Still Make Your Way To Meet Edmund.........Both Of Us Are Not Suited For One Another............That's All.............Wait Till One Day You Find Me Important.......Then Say Ba.......

Yang*

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2006-02-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

Today Was A Sunday........

Yesterday Was A Saturday..........4 / 2 /2006..........It Was A Day Where Fate End......As Mentioned In The Beginning......I Am Going To Stop Blogging When Fate End.........It Is A Rule I Set For Myself...So I Am Going To Stick With It.....

It Was A Clean Break...........Just Hope She Nv Regret........

I Guess I Still Wanna Care So Much For Her............But Dun Worry......I Will Control My Emotions.........Let Her Be What She Is......And Find Her True Love............

It Is A Curiosity........Wondering How's Her Next Boyfriend Going To Be Like.........Hope He Loves Her More Than Me........Be There For Her...............

Wish Her All The Best......Best Wishes.......Good Luck.........Study Hard Hard.......

Jia Yo !!!.........Xiao Xin Rox.!

Yang*

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2006-02-04T08:18:00.000+08:00

Hi Wang Jue.....

I Think You Already Realised Or Just Realised.....I Been A Moody Person Recently......How I Wish I Can Go Back To The One Who Is Happy-Go-Lucky & Carefree......

Maybe Relationship Will Make Someone Changed In Term Of Character.....

I Used To Be Happy.......Cos........I Met Someone I Loved & Also Likes To Watch Me Play Basketball..........

However, I Am Not That Fortunate To Be Like What They Always Said : "The First 3 Months Of Any Relationship Is Like Honeymoon." My First 3 Months......Was Quite A Torture To My Mind......My Soul......My Heart...........I Guess......Caryn Noe Why.......Erica Noe Why......And Perhaps..You Can Guess It Also.......

I Am Glad You No Longer Do That or Make That Same Mistakes Again Now........Cos....It Really Hurts Me..........

I Remember You Said B4.....Becos...You Are The Only Child Of The Family, Only Got PPls Care For You......But Not The Other Way Round.....So You Said....You Dunno How To Care For Someone...........But I Hope You Learnt That Soon.........Cos.....Actually Till Now........I Realised.....You Dunno How To Care For Someone.....Their Feeling.....Their Pride......

There Are Goods & Bads To Your Directness.........But Do Mind That Whatever You Said....Might Inflict Hurt To The Person.......Just That Maybe That Person Keep Quiet ......Doesn't Mean....He Is Not Hurt........

You Mentioned About Me Complaining..........I Dunno..If What I Did Is Counted As Complaining.........But If You Deem So...Then So Be It............Me Dun Mind....If You Gossip...But It Is A Fact I Dun Gossip........Cos....I Dunno Why...I Am Bored Not To Gossip ??? HaHax.......Me Dun Talk About My Friends Except Some Who You Know.....Like Shu Fang Or Mark......I Dun Think There Are Much To Talk About My School Friends....Cos..Really Nth To Say......My School Stuff....I Think I Also Nv Mentioned To You.....Cos..I Am Handling It Myself......I Am Glad You Actually Talk To Me About Your Friends & School Stuff...Which You Claimed These Stand Ninety Percentage Of Your Life.....Right ??? Hearing From Your Friends........Is Alright..........I Dun Mind......Forget What I Said Last Time.......Frankly Said....Your School Work....I Let You Handle Them.....Entirely Yourself.....Or You Think I Am Of Any Help ???

Sometimes I Feel Irritated Because I Felt....You Are Placing Me In The Same Status As Your Friends...........There Are Quite A Few Examples........

I Ask You Drink Water.....Because...As You Know.....You Seldom Drink Water.....Which Is Not Good......Which Is A Fact, Then You Will Said I Nag At You When I Am Saying For Your Good. You Said........At School Or Outside...Also Got "Someone" Nagging At You....Come Home...Also Must Hear Me Nagging.........I Can Tell You Now...This Strongly...Put Me In Dissatisfaction....I Hope You Can Tell Me Again...Who Am I To You........Comparing Your Friend To Me......Am I The Same To Them ? Does My Words Sound The Same As Them ? Where Does The Origin Of Concern Come From ?

I Am A Guy.......Of Cos...Naturally.......As Boyfriend......If "Someone" Knew You Have A Boyfriend And Yet Still Confess Likes You --> I Dunno What's Make Him Wanted To Tell You That........Of Cos I Will Be Bu Shuang And Develop A Strong Bias Against "That Someone". I Think It Sound Logical I Felt That Way..........I Dunno If You Heard Before...Why Nicholes And Weibin Fall Out.......Cos....There Are Times...When Azure & Nicholes Chatted Through Phone....And One Day....Nicholes Said He Likes Azure To Her......When Weibin Knew About It..........Same As Me........The First Reaction Is Very Displeased......If You Dun Believe Me.....You Can Ask Weibin If Such Thing Occur Before Or Anot........I Mean.....Regardless Of Friend Or Non-Friend...I Will Be Displeased.........

Somemore......"This Person" Is Treating You Far Too Good Only To You.....But Not Others.....And You Think It Is Normal And Accept It........Like Wat U Said To Me......Ppls Sit His Chair...He Will Chase Them.....But When You Sit.......He Diam Diam......Shut Up....Nv Say Anything.........Follow Up....Called You Everyday.......Sms You Everyday........In A Class....Got So Many Ppls...........Why He Dun Look For Others...But Only Come To You ??? Of Cos....Now U Will Also Argues That....Dun I Wanted You To Be Concern..........Of Course....yes.....I Do....Wanted See You To Be Concern....But Not This Kind..Of Likeness For You That Initiate The Care & Concern..........Where Got Best Friends......Good Until Said Good Night Before You Sleep......I Dun Believe...It Is All Crap..............I Not Going To Accept It..........I Can Tell You That..........It Is Either You Think For Your Boyfriend Or "Someone".................Bet...It Is Hard For Best Of Two World..........

Even............If....You Really Took Him As Best Friends...........There Is A Certain Margin Between........I Noe...You Will Again Argue.....That...You All Only Chatted On Phone........Nv Hug......Nv Kiss...And Blah Blah Blah........But.......I Might Be Thinking Different.....The Things He Do.........Is No Different To Me........Nowadays....I Hesitated To Call You.....Cos..I noe....."Someone" Will Accomplish My Task...........Even If I Said Anymore....You Will Said I Am Unreasonable............Cos.....You Just Nv Try To Understand........

Do You Noe......All These Makes Me Feel Like You Are Stepping On Two Boats.......Example....He Called Every Night.....To Said Gd Night To You....After He Hanged Up The Call, My Turn......To Said Gd Night......EveryDay........You Likes Received 2 GoodNights...From 2 Guys.......You Get Wat I Mean ??? I Felt Rather Pissed Off.......Not That I Jealous..U Can Get 2 Gd Night...But I Felt Unfair............

Your Friends.......Haiz.........I Noe...You Said They Likes Edmund......So They Also Know....This Guy Here.......Likes You....So They Been Trying To Matchmake...U 2 Together......Do You Think It Is Fair To Me When......They Actually Know You Already Got Me ??? Somemore...I Guess......You Are Always....Left With No Choice To Do What They Said.........

From A Confident /Cheerful Person I Am.....To An In-Confident / Sadist Guy......This Changes Dun Takes Place Over Night....It Occurs Over Times.......

Nowadays....I Dun Sense Care From You........I Just Ask For A Simple Request To Has Lunch With Me.....You Will Said....Very Sianz.........Always Heard You Mentioned About How Edmund And You Do In School......U Always Mentioned Until So Happy.....

I Really Felt I Am A Failure.....Cos..I Cannot Make You Not Sianz.....Maybe That Also The Reason Why I Become An Unconfident Person....I Guess...I Seldom Heard Encourage From You But Probably The Things You Said Are Trying To Hint I Am Useless.............Making Me Inferior.........

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-02-03T07:30:00.000+08:00

I Would Rather Do Things That Will Make Me Happy Nowadays.......And Try To Avoid Things That Make Me Unhappy..............

As You Can See....I Am Quite A Emotional Guy..........YaYa.....Pros & Cons......Easily Hurt ? HaHax.........Just Ate A Big Curry Puff In School....Cos..Did Not Have Breakfast With Xiao Xin...........She Dun Wanna Eat.....So I Dun Eat Also........

Dunno......I've Been Falling Deeper........I Wonder If Her Love For Me Had Increase, Decrease Or Remains.......I Also Dunno Who Can Save Me......And Lend A Helping Hand To Stop Me From Falling.........Perhaps...All The While...I Am Putting Too Much Hope Or Zhi Zhuo Duo Qing.......

Let's Solve My Friends, Shu Fang & Mark 's Problem......Hope They Went Out Tonight & Solve Everything.......Back Again To Normal...Happily.....

For Me Leh....Ermm.......Finished My Yr 2..........en....That's It.........

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-02-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

Mark Chee & Shu Fang....Having Abit Of Problem..........They Are Talking About Breakup Now.........It Is Such A Pity.....As They Are Going 1 Year Soon.......

Now...What I Can Do Is To Try To Counsel Them...And Show Them Support And Advices......Cos.....I Dun Want To See Them Regret..........

I Am Sick Recently.....Vomit 6 Times.........No Appetite To Eat.......

Also Dun Dare To See Dear's Blog.....Cos..I Dun Wanna See Things That Makes Me Sad & Unhappy...............

I Dunno.............She Only Talk Mostly About How Edmund Treat Her.......How Good Is Edmund...How Caring Is Edmund.....To Put It Simple......Edmund Everyday.....

Now...She Also Said I Unreasonable........Maybe She Really Feel I Am Inferior Compare To Edmund................

I Want Go School...She Will Said I Very Fake......I Play Abit Of Basketball To Sweat....She Also Said I Am Fake.......It Is Like Dun Trust..I Am Feeling Unwell..........No Encouragement ???

See How Shu Fang & Mark Undergoes Now....I Dun Feel Better Than Them..........Dear....Said She Is Also Similar To Mark.........Haiz......Friends Are More Important To Them.........What Should Me And Shu Fang Do ???

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-02-01T07:51:00.000+08:00

LoL......Dunno Why I Came School.....Today Got No School......Blur Me.....I Did Not Check.....Sian 1/2...............Aiyo......Why Like That Leh......If I Know....I Will Sleep More.....

Dear.....Start School Liao....Hope She Dun Make Me Sad Again.....

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-30T10:29:00.000+08:00

Maybe I Should Have Expected This Day To Come..............Have I Change Or She Change ??? Dunno It Myself.......But I Think I Had Lost A Best Friend & A Girlfriend To Someone She Care More........

Am I Guo Fen ??? Dun Boyfriend Should Act Agitated When Someone Kept Calling His Girlfriend......??? Isn't It Becos I Care ??? If I Dun Care.....It Will Not Even Bother Me............

Let The Nature Takes It Course Ba...........Whatever It Is..........I Will Face It With A Positive Altitude.............Thx For The Happiness She Gave To Me.........

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-29T19:53:00.000+08:00

Everyday....There Sure Be Something Because Of Wj....That I Will Be Unhappy Of...........

She Only Cares About Edmund.....Everyday....Edmund........Even Her Blog...Also About Edmund........Guess...She Dun Even Need Me........

Why ? Why Everytime She Must Hurt Me By Giving Chance To Other Guys To Get Close To Her.................So What Is Best Friend.....They Are Doing Things So Overboard.......I Dun Trust Myself Anymore......I Dunno How To Make Myself Trust Her.......She Dunno How Much She Inflicted Pain On Me.....She Dunno.............................................................................

I Dun Wanna Read Her Blog Liao......Meaningless To Read........Since It Is Always About Other Guys.......I Dun Wanna Feel Sad All The Time...........

Si Bei Du Lan...............

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

Medical Technology Module Today....Quite Slack & Fun........The Guys Were Playing Poker Cards In Class...I Learnt A New Poker Card Game....Quite Diao.....But I Felt Dai Di More Fun.....

Today Is Also The First Day Of Week 12.....Haiz....Last Week I Did Badly For This Microbiology...This Time Must Buck Up Liao....

Later Going For KTV AT 7 Pm.....While Dear Dear....Went For Movie......

So Surprised.....Dear Dear Called Me..To Say She Miss Me....So Sweet Of Her......HeHez...

I Got Quite Alot Of New Movie & Old Movies Now....Going To Burn Them Into CD Liao.....Need To Spend Some Time On Them.....

My Favourite Show "Shao Nian Zhang San Feng" Is Showing Tonight....Must Catch It.......But...I Guess I Will Miss....Cos..The KTV End Late ??? Dunno...See First.....

Yang* Miss Her.......Dear

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-23T10:15:00.000+08:00

Haiz.....Nv Go School Again......Everytime Quarrel With Xiao Xin Then The NExt Time......She Will Go School Herself.....She Dun Want Me To Accompany......

She Said She Dun Want Me To Care For Her........This Relationship Is Always Unstable Due To Her Character..........I Always Have To Worry........Now Even More Guo Fen.........She Put An Idol Picture At The Front Of Her Wallet.....Isn't This Showing....She Likes Him More Than Me........I Felt No Room In Her.....And Abit Of Disrespect.......

I Dun Wanna Said Liao..........Maybe Everything Will Not Happen....If I Just Shut Up.....Close One Eye.......Hide Everything Things And Opinions To Myself........Put A Smile On My Face...Can Liao........

WrIttEn By Yang* WhO LoSt SoMeOnE He LoVes & A BeSt FrIeNd At ThE SaMe TiMe......

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-19T07:28:00.000+08:00

Aiyo......Dear Dear sooooo Careless.....Nv Take The M&M Chocolates From Me......LoLx....I Gonna Eat Them Up......Hem! Haiz.......Xiao Xin Is Not Xiao Xin Lor......Now How ? Me Got UT Later.....So Need To Study...........Anyway..She Said She Borrow From Friends....Gosh.....She Got Swimming Lesson Later....I Abit Worried...Cos....She Very Careless De....Later......"Zou Guang".......I Will Be Very Pissed....

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

I dunno when dear will want to see me again or talk to me again......

I also dunno her " Zan Shi Bu Jian Mian " Is How Long....... But Since She Raised This Idea....I Believe She Will Feel Better....Cos...I Only Make Her Angry...... Or It Is Really We See Each Other Too Frequently Le........

I Am Glad She Enjoy Her Friend's Accompany So Much...Maybe I Should Let Her Be.......As Long She Feel Happy...... Perhaps...I Am Not The Right One For Her......All The Best...

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

Tml Going To Be My Shifts For The Open-Hse Of RP.....I Still Dunno Where It Is Lah....But They Said Got Shuttle Bus To Get There.........

Now I Going To Do My Lab Report...Tml 8 Am Is The Deadline.......

Today.....I Played 5 Hours Of Basketball......Tired*

But I Lose 3 KG.........Jia Yo !

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

Hey.....

UT 3 For Medical Technology Finished Le !!!........So Happy.....Still Got Ermm..Around 7 UTs To Go ...Before Finishing This Semester.........

Today's Module Is MCB --> Molecular Cell Biology....

Today's Topic Is On --> Growth Hormone Receptor Signalling Pathway

The Facilitator Also Change Our Team Liao.......Got 3 New Faces...Hahax......

Anyway.....Dear Dear Is Finishing School At 2 Pm.....Calling Me At 3.30 Pm.......But....1 Pm Got A Module Selection Briefing.....So Dunno If Today's Lesson Will End Late Anot.......

Time Now Is 11:30

That's All.........Take Care.......Dear......

~*Yang*~

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-05T07:20:00.000+08:00

Third Day Of School Le....Today Got UT.....Erm....Heard It Is Tested On Problem 1 to Problem 8........Gonna Revise Again Now.......Time Now Is 7:19 Am........70 Mins To The Test....Still Got Sufficient Time To Study Ba......

Xiao Xin Nv Blog Recently Le.....Kanna Caught Red-Handed Liao....Muahahax...She Been Tired Lately....Me Too.......Yawnz.....

Kao....Forgotten To Bring Mouse Today....No Mouse To Use During UT....So Diao......

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-04T07:32:00.000+08:00

2nd Day Of School......Things As Usual.......Got An "A" For rDNA......Still Ok.........I Got To Start Work On My PPM liao....March Is The Dead Line For It.....

I Still Need 4 More CE Points To Complete My CE Activity.....These Two Things....Are Required To Be Completed Other Cannot Graduate......

The Rest Leh...I Dun Wish To Talk About.......But...Just Hope Dear...Go Buy A New Swimming Suit........For Her School Swimming Lesson......To Be More Conserve Ba.......

bb......

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2006-01-03T07:30:00.000+08:00

It Been A Long Time Since I Blogged...Cos I Admit...I Really Lazy To Blog.......But Blogging Can Be Fun Sometime.........

Me In School....Just Replied Some Testimonials........Scanning My Com Fro Spyware...Com Abit Slow....Maybe Later Restarting My Com........Should Be.......And Also Installing Updates......

How ?

Start School Liao...I Holiday Mood Leh.....BU XIANG STUDY.......Lazy Pig........But I Am Not Lai Pi Gou Leh.........But Someone Keep On Saying.......Hahax....

Written By Yang

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

After A Night Of Sleep......Really Feel Like Pinching Dear Dear For Sending That Email......How Can She Say That.....

Dear....Not Online Yet.........So I Guess I Am Going To Work Now...Till 4pm..........Hope She Have A Nice Day Today.....

Take Care !

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

Email Received

Hi,

yiyang... i wonder if we should continue anot... or just break up... coz after yesterday... i feel tt playing computer games is more important to u... and this is not the first time... i dunno how much time u promise mi tt u wont play com games so often leh... i dun want to keep lying to myself tt u only play for awhile... i hate ppl lying to mi... and i also dun like to lie to myself... and how will u feel when i tell u tt im busy playing com games when chatting wif u??? i think u should find a gal tt like to play computer games as much as u... or someone who dun mind to have a bf who chatting wif her half way... and suddenly he tell her tt he is busy playing his com game wif his friends... regardless that they only have very little time to chat... i believe u will be happier tt way...

Love,
XiaoXIn

Replied To The Email

To Xiao Xin

Above is a email from xiao xin......I dunno why she wanna use breakup as a solution..........Of cos I noe I did something wrong....do the wrong thing at wrong time.........but in fact I dun always play games....just happen she online..I am playing with my secondary friends....it been a long time since I catch up with them..............I also noe.....me and dear...have only limited time to chat...I noe...Sorry about that....dear....4give me...............

anyway......before I read ur mail....Just now I went to buy ur christmas present......it is something which u want....but u ask me not to buy that time....but I not guai.....I still buy for you.....cos..I noe you will like it......got one very big one....very ex...so didn't buy...sorry ar.......it is something u can hug in bed..........hope u like it.........

lastly...just wanna tell u that...any problems....shouldn't be handle with the way u handle......breakup is not a solution...unless....u really feel nothing for me liao........then I accept....or u feel unhappy with me liao....then I also accept......if u happy.....then......I give u permission to go ahead with ur request........dun always ask me such a question.....when you should I noe...I told u b4 and my friends....that I will not break with my GF unless she want to.........unless YOU want to.........Not me........Get it.......I leave the ans back to u.......I just love you....still.........if you dun believe....I got nothing to say..........playing games...it just something to pass my time in my testimonial and to catch up with friends....it just happen...I do it at the wrong time....Sorry ! Forgive me pls..........Da Qi Gui.......j/k...=)

From ur Yang Mie Mie...

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Xiao Xin Is Unhappy About Being A Loser...I Believe No One Want To Be A Loser...But Calling A Loser Is Very "Nan Ting".....But I Still Think That If One Try His Best....Or Her Best....She Should Be Respect......Maybe I Really Dun Understand How She Feel......But I Hope I Do......Otherwise..Hard To Console Her Leh.......Her Wireless...Seem To Got Alot Of Problem....Kept On DC......Ermm.....Anyway.....

HAPPY ONE & A HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY........To Me & Xiao Xin

Sadded.....Cannot Be With Xiao Xin Today......Just Wish Her Be Healthy....Safe & Sound....Happy.....Get The Desired Result She Want.......My Bao Bei Is A Clever Girl...So I Believe She Can Do It.........

Well..............Good Night !!!

Dear....I Love You !!! .......Muackz.....

Huggies 4 You !

~*Darling*~

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

LoLx...

Xiao Xin....Same As Me Down With Flu...Just Now I Asked Her To Sleep...So I Shall Be Sleeping Soon......Yawnz.....Tired...Guess Tml..I Will Go Stall Help Out.........Must Lose Weight..Otherwise..Cannot Jump High.....yawnz....Zzzzz.....Xiao Xin Today Moodswing..Hard To Get Along With Her Just Now....But At Night...Good Liao.....Heng Ar.....

Gtg To Sleep.....ByeBye......!!!!

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

I Dunno Why Dear So Fierce Tonight.....I Said BrB...And She Said " Wadever "......Cos I Went To Bath....And I Said BrB....Then...I Dunoo...DiD I Said Something Wrong ? DiD I Do Something Wrong ???

Wonder How's She Doing Today.....Is The Operation A Success ? And From Her Nick...She Seem....To Hate The Zeng Yi Xiu...Is It Spell Like That ? HaHax.....Anyway....Take Care ! =)

Relax...Dun Angry....

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hey.....

Just Back From Basketball....Very Tired...Especially The Feets......Ermm...Very Happy....Cos I Got Alot Of New Songs....& Also.....I Burned My Movies In CD Liaoz...Com Can Free Alot Of Space......Yahoo ..oooo!!!

Very Sad Also....Dear Under Stress To Learn Songs...Ermm..It Seem Like Her Piano Teacher Is A Guy....Hem !!!.....I Dun Like That Feeling....Her Teacher Can Get So Close To My Dear...Not Unhappy..........Aiyo...Dear...Hands Are Freezing...How I Wish To Be With Her...To Held Her Hands...And Give Her Warmth.....Haiz........

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

Heloz....Hey...Dear.......Be Understanding Leh....

I Did Not Hang Around Lor....Me From Morning Help In My Mum's Stall Till 4 Pm Then Got Home....I Online, You Are Not There....Sorry....But I Really...Help Out In The Stall.....I Can't Possible Bring My Lap Top There Ma....Somemore...Bring Also No Use...No Internet..Means No Msn......You Say La....How Can I Possible Go Msn.....Me Not As Bad As You Think Lo.....I Did Not Hang Around....Hem !!! See....You Doubt Me....You Think I Dun Want To Talk To You Huh...........For This Entire Week....I Will Be Helping In The Stall......I Am Not Hanging Around.......I Sweat Around......You Very Wat Lo.......Give Up On Me.....Why Can' You Think Of A Better Side Of Me......I Did Not Hang Around.....LoL......Hem..!

Dun Worry....Me Got Take Care Of My Head...Btw....My Mum Said I Am Fat Now...So I Am TRYING To Eat Lesser...But You Cannot...You Must Have Your Meals Regularly & Normally.......

How's Your Day ??? Next Time........Dun Scare Me Again By Posting A Reply To Me....Put It As A Testimonial ? That's Will Sound Better........Hahax.......Sorry Again...If You Waited For Me..........But To Remind You Again.....I Will Not Be Online From Morning Till 4pm.....After 4pm....I Will Be Online.........If You Are There...Come At 4pm +++ ...Remember Hor....And Also....Comfirm The Time You Are Online With Me.......Pls Reply Asap.....Thank ! =)

Yang* & Jue*

★ 小心 ☆

2005-12-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

Dear...HAPPY BIRTHDAY......!!! =)

Just Read Your Testimonial...Wah....You Spent So MUCH MUCH $$$ On Games Ar....Forget What I Told You Le Ar....But Nvm....Cos Today Is Your Birthday.......Mashi Maro Won ??? So Cool Ar...How Big Is It ? ;)

Heard That You Also Made Something For Me.....I Really Happy.....^_^ ....Wo Hao Qi Dai Wor.......Waiting For You To Come Back........

The Mood, Tone & Atmosphere Of Your Blog Is Very Happy......Just Hope You Are Fine And Happy.........Still Got 26 Day To Go.........Wo Hai Shi Mo Mo De Deng Zhe......lalala....

Bao Bei......Bao Bei.........Me Waited In Msn For You Today....Thought U Will Go Online......From Morning 7 Am.....Till Night....But Nv Managed To See Ya....Guess You Busy Playing ? Having Fun Or ....Missing Me ? Haha...OK...I GtG.....For Dinner......You Ate Le Ma ? Pls Do Hor....Dun Starve Your Tiny Stomach......Muack ! That's All....Hug* Hug*

Darling*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

Wah...Dear Dear So Clever Liaoz...Know How To Reply Me In My Blog...I Stunned Lo....I Though I Write That Post...But Then....Think Le Think...I Knew It Is Dear That Done It......Dear Is Not Online Now...Ermmm..Wonder Where She Is Now.....Dinner Is A Must...Cos..It Help U Through The Night....But Of Course If She Want...She Can Dun Eat So Much But...Must Eat Abit....=)

Chatted With Xiao Xin In The Morning......But She Suddenly Got DC.......But Nvm....After That...I Actually Go Download The Songs Myself....And Of Course It Is A Success....lalala

Dear...Said She Is Going To Zoo....Wah........So Good......Hope She Enjoy It.......One More Thing To Mention.......My Left Hand Is Starting To Be More Responsive Leh......I Can Dribble Well With Both Hands Of Mine Liaoz..........Now...Still Waiting For Mum To Pei Wo Go Remove Stiches....The Clinic Closed At 9 Pm....Time Now Is 7:57 Pm.....Got An Hour To Go...........

Yang*

Xiao Xin's Testimonial

2005-12-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

Dear...Allow Me To Explain...On The Night Of 1/12/2005...I Am Bathing After Coming Back From Basketball...I Switched On My Lappy Before I Went To Bath...And Auto-Sign In Of Msn...So I Seem To Sign In But I Am Not There...Srry For The False Alarm...Not I Dun Want To Reply You...Really...You Should Wait Longer For Me...I Am Back Very Fast De...You Should Know I Bath Fast Fast De Leh...Now You Understand Le Ba...Dear...Dear...Dear....4giveness Hor...<33

Btw...Where Are You When I Replied You ??? You Doing What ??? You Can Tell Me If You Feel Like...I Won't Force You... *_*

Dun Worry La...hahax...Me Nv Act Jay Chou...Wear That Thing Very Hot De Leh...Then Look So Weird Too...I Of Course Will Be ME, Myself...=)

I Very Guai...Waiting For My Mum...Removing Stiches Soon..

Yeah...I Am Waiting To Celebrate The Last Day Of This Year, 2005 With YOU !!!! ^_^

Miss Ya !

Love Ya !

Hug Ya !

Kiss Ya !

Wanna See You & Hear Your Voice Again...

TAKE CARE!

Love,~*Darling*~

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-12-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

Heloz,

Today Is The Day When I Can Remove My Stiches......But I Did Not...Cos Waiting For My Mum....She Is Bringing Me To Remove The Stiches.....Hahax...Out Of Curiosity...I Still Ask Her If Pain Anot.....And She Replied Pull The String Out Of the Recovered Part...Out Of The Flesh, Of Cos Abit Pain la.....I Was Like...ermmm.....But Guess Not That Pain After All.......

Dear Is Very Hardworking...She Learn Paino.....Watching Alot Of Stuff...But Dunno If All The Stuffs Can Entertain Her Till She Come Back Anot......At Night, She Chat To Me...But I Am Bathing....So Sorry....And When I Come Back.....She Is Not There......She Nv Replied Me Liaoz......Ermm......Just Then..Mum Got A Task For Me To Do......Haiz...Sadded....Got To Leave My Com Off Liaoz.......Wonder If Dear Can Call Me On My Phone Anot...??? I Noe Is Ex.....But Feel Like Listening To Her Voice......I Am Waiting....For Her Call........But If No Call...Also nvm.....Can Understand The Reason..........Dear...You Must Hang On.....Still Got 29 Days To Go...We Can Do It De........And One More Thing...I DID NOT FLIRT WITH ANY GIRLS.....I AM VERY FAITHFUL DE.....HOW CAN YOU DOUBT ME !!!.....Sob* T_T

ZZZZzzzzzzzz.......Hope To Chat With You Again....Hope To Hear Your Voice Again.....Hope To Do Alot Of Things With You Again......Dear...I Miss YOU Alot...Can You Hear Me ??????!!!!!!

Yang* Sob*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-11-30T11:27:00.000+08:00

Helloz....Back !!! Today Is About Medical Technology.....So Sianz...Overslept Yesterday...Miss My rDNA Technology Module......Anyway...UT For Microbiology Is Out......I Got B+.....lalala......

Dear......Still Got 30 Days Lor.....How........This Week Is My Last Week Of School......And Soon Will Be Holiday........lalala....

I Got 5 New Movie.......Gonna Watch It...To Entertain Myself....Ermm....And One More Thing..I Got "A" For Immunology.....But "B" For Both Microbiology & MCB.

Yang* Waiting 4 Jue*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-11-28T06:33:00.000+08:00

Woke Up At 5 Am...Becos Of No Fan...Haiz..My Mum Pick On Me La....Dun Let Me On The Fan....Say The Weather Is Cold...So Diao Lor....Then I Cannot Sleep...Sweat Abit La.....But I Think Will Sweat Even More If I Did Not Sleep On The Floor.......

Today Got UT......Study Till Now...Time Now Is 6:35......Although I Lazy To Study.....But...I Still Forced La....So Slack Now...Ermm....Sianz Diao....

Jia Yo !!!..........I Think I Will Want To Go To School Early......I Am A Panda Today...

Lalala.....Yang Said Bye Bye To Xiao Xin....OOps....Sorry.....And Good Night..! Dear...Slept Well...!!! ^_^.........You, my soul, my heart, my love......Muack !

Yang*

★ 奕扬 ☆

2005-11-27T14:13:00.000+08:00

Yoz....Back To Blog Again...Ermm..Later Gonna Send Dear...Another Testimonial.....Dunno What To Write Though...But Wanna Know How's She Doing ??? ....ermm...Dunno If Got Meet Better Guy Than Me.......But Dunno....So Long Nv Saw Her....Dunno If Will Feel Weird When Saw Her Again After 40 Days....Haiz.......

Next Week...Got 2 UT....MOnday & Tuesday...Gonna Study Liaoz.....I Abit Moodless Though.....

Yang*

★ 王珏 ☆

2005-11-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

Dear....Nv Go Online Or Update Friendster...Guess She Been Not Using Internet Nowadays....Busy Shopping ??? Playing ??? Meeting New Guys ??? Dunno Leh....Hope Is Not The Last One.....Yawnz.....Dear Ar Dear......Where You Now...At Home ??? Listening To Music...With Your Mum ???.....Lolx...I Dunno Leh.....

Managed To Woke Up In The Morning To School......Performance In School So-So...Sianz Sianz De......LoLx....How ??? Feel So Slack Now.....I Am A Slacker.........How ??? Slap My Face*

Yang* ..........Jue ??? I Miss Ya ! You Can Feel It Ma ???

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2005-11-23T12:34:00.000+08:00

Today...I Never Go School....Why Leh....The Reason Is Lame & Unforgiven....Let Me Explain....First..I Woke Up At 6 Am...Cos My Alarm Clock Rang....Which Is My HP...Then I Find It Early...So I Went Back To Sleep By Setting My Alarm To 6.45 Am......Then At 6.45 Am.....I Find It Ok....But I Go Back To Bed And Lie There...But Accidentally Doze Off....Haiz....When I Woke Up Is 7.59 Am........Even If I Went To School Also Late...Will Kanna Downgrade...So I Might As Well Stay Home To Rest....ANyway......My Jacket Is Washed...And...I Dunno What To Wear To School Too....Wahaha......Sorry Hor..Dear...I Not Obedient...Paiseh......

Time Now Is 12:37.....Should I Go For Lunch ??? If So...Am I Going Alone ???.....So Bored......Yawnz....Later..Might Be Going To Lot 1 For Lunch...lalala.....

Yang* Love Jue*

我等你

2005-11-22T16:57:00.000+08:00

Dear...How Are You Today.....Are You Still As Fine As Before......Where Are You Now......Having Fun.......Are You Happy.....I Miss You......

Yesterday....I Add Dawn In My Friendster.....His Boyfriend So Sux.....Lousy Boyfriend.....Haiz...At Least I Felt I Am Better Than Him La.......HaHax...Come Back Then Tell You In Details.....

Woke Up 7 Am This Morning.......Went To School.....In The Blue Jacket As Usual.......Covering My Head....HaHax....Alot Of People Said I Look Like Jay Chou....HeHez....Really Ma ??? What Do You Think ??? -_-"

School Is So-So.....Abit No Mood In Study....Haiz...But of Course I Made It La............Just Finished Off Lesson At 5 Pm.........Sianz..........

Yang* ("V") Jue*

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2005-11-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

Dear......Is Going For Holiday For 40 Days....Other Than Asking Her To Take Care.....I Can Only Say Take Care....Please Go As A Piece And Come Back As A Piece......Safety Come First...Dun Wander Around.......Remember To Come Back Peacefully......Just Now You Called Me...But Very Soft...I Cannot Hear.....But How Come You Call ??? Expensive Leh...Ermm...I Miss You....Guess You Are Too....Muack ! Hug*...I Love You !

Tomorrow Going Back To School....Gonna Start My Life Without Xiao Xin....I Will Wait For Her....Jia Yo.>!!!<

Yang* ("V") Jue*

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2005-11-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

Actually I Really Do Not Want To See Xiao Xin Wearing Folded Shirt. It Look Ugly....And Somemore So Short........What's So Nice About It...??? Haiz...

Anyway.......I Am Late For School Today.....Anyone Happy About It ???

Oh Yah.....I Got "Chicken Little" In My School For Xiao Xin Liaoz...Hope She Like It.....Got Chance Then Let Her See Ba.....B4 She Left Singapore.

Yang*

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2005-11-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Just Came Back From Lot 1........Watched Harry Potter Liaoz....Not Bad...The Goblet Of Fire.....The Animation Is Good....The Dragons Are Nice.......Sort Of Can Understand Why Some People Are Crazy Over Harry Potter.....It Is All Fairy Tale......

Ate Dinner In KFC.......And Sent Dear Dear Back Home........She Is Going To Be Busy Tonight...I Wanna Accompany Her......Later Called Her Again....

Yawnz......Yang*

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2005-11-16T09:17:00.001+08:00

Early In The Morning Saw Xiao Xin Wearing A Folded Shirt.....Dunno Why Unhappiness Overcame Me.....Si Bei Moody....But I Guess It Is Normal For Girls To Fold Their Shirt When They Find It Too Long ???

We Had Our Breakfast As Usual......Hope She Is Not Bored By Our Normal Routine.....

I Said Something Wrong On The Way To School....She Is Very Angry Ar ??? But...Guess.....Cos..What I Said Wasn't Nice....Hope She Dun Mind & Forgive...

Having Medical Technology Today........Started Off Ok....Just Feel Sianz...This Week....Really Moodless........Dun Feel Like Living....Haiz....

Xiao Xin Kept On Saying That I Only Need To Tolerate How Many Days.....Then She Will Be Leaving.......I Very Frustrated....I Hate It.....

Why She Always Complain........Blogging Is My Freedom......It Depend On What Happen On That Day....Its' Significant And Of Course What I Want To Say.....But Of Course This Blog Is For Xiao Xin..........

Yang*

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2005-11-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today, I Went To School Myself.....It Is Nothing Surprising....I Am A Big Boy Now...Hahax....

Dunno Why I Find Life Is Boring Now.....No Longer Happy Nowadays.......Nothing Motivate Me......Dear Is Leaving Me In A Few Days More Too......Si Bei Sianz.......Sianz Arhhhh!!!

Tml....Going To Ngee Ann Polytechnic.......Because My Sec.Sch Principal Leaving Liaoz....Going There To Show Respect....He Is A Nice Principal.........Glad Unity Sec.Sch Is In Good Hands Of Him......

Haiz.......Lesson End Late Today....Tired*........Sianz......Dun Really Feel Like Talking...Meaningless Leh...How Ar...Must Make MySelf Happy......??? But How ?

Yang* I Love You...Jue*

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2005-11-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

I Love Xiao Xin........Hope She Grow Short Short..HaHax....

LoLx....What The...She Is Leaving In 7 Days.....Gosh.......What Am I Doing To Do ? Hang myself ? Ate Alot Of Sleeping Pills Or Smash My Head On Wall......Dun Want....I Miss Dear Dear.....

Wanna Hug Her....Kiss Her....Make Her Happy & Excited....Wahahax......

Pinch Her...Bully Her.......LoLx...How Can I Be So Bad....Binch* ....I Punched Myself.

Sianz...Recently...Schooling Is Sianz...Boring..!!!!

Yang*

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2005-11-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

Helloz.....

Went To Bugis With Dear Dear.......Bring Her Little Brother For Exam...But Her Brother Is Naughty....Abit Disobedient At The Start...But Behind....Still Ok......Dear Asked Him Questions....He At Least Will Answer.......I Realise My Dear...Is Quite A Fierce Yet Good Teacher Ba.......HaHax.........Too Bad...I Dun Understand Music....

Went Home Around 11 am plus........Then........While Memorising Jay Chou's New Song Lyrics......Dear Called Me.......Ermm.....I Summarised Our Conversation...."Lost Feeling*"......"Lost Happiness*"........I Dunno What Happen.....It Seem Understanding Is Not There.........It Is Not About Who Sacriface More Or What....It Is Meaningless To Argue........Something....I Felt..It Shouldn't Be Explain..........If She Cannot Feel My Care...Perhaps...I Didn't Try Hard Enuff.....Must Be That Case......

Dear Leaving S'pore On 21 / 11 / 2005.....Sadded*.....She Kept Saying I Wish Her To Leave So Much.......She Just Think As She Wished...But It Is Not That Case.....Think Too Much Liaoz*

I Dunno Why She Said.....I Care For Her...As When I Like......But Isn't It The Case That I Finished My School Work....B4 I Called Her ??? What's Wrong With Having Breakfast In The Morning And Said Good Night During Sleeping Hours ??? What's More She Want ??? Isn't That Our Meeting Time Too Often? That It Seem Everything Sianz.....I Dunno What I Can When I Am Schooling......Is She Demanding Too Much ??? But I Do Admit I Cannto Give Her What I Give Her Last Time.........It Is True.....

Wanna Make Her Happy While She Is In Singapore....But It Turn Out This Way......I Really Hope She Did Not Make That Phone Call This Afternoon.....It Make The Whole Atmosphere So Weird.......How Am I So Face Her....??? Guess She Think Badly Of Me Ba.......Or Dun Even Want To See Me........Depressed*

She Even Said We Dun Have Any Topic To Talk........Now...Not Even In Talking Mood........But I Believe Every Couple Will Reach Such Stage....Where There Is Nothing To Talk.......So Summarise All.....I Am Not A Good Boyfriend.......It Will Not Be A Surprise She Leave Me.......I Knew This Day Will Come.......All Thanks To Me.....I Sux !

Yang*

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2005-11-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

Dear Had Recover Almost Half Liaoz...Can Walk...But Not Steady....Still Will Pain La.......We Had Breakfast.....And Set Off To School...I Dunno Why She Angry Over Me Staying In School With Friends.....Anyway......I Am Going Home Straight After I Completed My Work Today.....Go Back Rest...And See How.....Life Kind Of Getting Bored Liaoz.....Must Find Something Meaningful To Motivate Me Moving Ahead.......

Team Changed Today......I Worked With 2 New Classmates Finally....But..The Feeling Is So-So.....There Is One Problematic One.....Kept Things To Herself....Felt Uncomfortable....But Like That Lo.......No Smile Today...Moody*

Oh Yah....Today Is 11 / 11 / 2005.....It Been One Year 5 Months Since Me And Xiao Xin Stick Together........One Testimonial For Her Later......=)

Yang*

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2005-11-10T08:07:00.000+08:00

November 10....2005

Woke Up Around 6.35 Am.....Very Sleepy....Dun Really Want To Get Out Of Bed For School.....HaHax......So Early In The Morning Went To Xiao Xin's DoorStep...To Take An Envelope Of $$$.....HaHax....Haben Open Yet.......The Envelope Is Being Decorated......Makes People Dun Wanna Open To Spoil The Envelope........Thanks Anyway...It Is A Nice Decoration.....

Muack ! Hug*

Bought 2 Tickets Of HARRY POTTER For 17 November 2005......F-11 & F-12....Dunno Leh...Is It Too Near..??? But Nvm....Bought Liaoz...Better Than Nothing...Just Enjoy.....lalala.....

Now I Am In The Laboratory.........Waiting For Lesson To Start....In Progress........Have A Nice Day....Xiao Xin !....<3

ByeBye ! Yang*

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2005-11-09T18:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Cut Her Hair...But I Dun Mind...I Like Her....
Dear Sprain Her Leg...So Careless...Hope She Can Be Guai...To Stay At Home....Take Care...Rest Well....
Dear Wrote For Me A Testimonial...I Will Write Back One Soon......
Dear Broke The Gifts I Gave Her.....The Glass Rabbit & The Glass Containing A Bear.....

I Got An "A" For Immunology Again.....Cool !

I Got A Song I Like.....Dragostea Din Tei

I Got Alot Of Movies....All Horror Movies....From My Friend..Mustaqim.

Sadded....My Friend, Weilong's Harddisk Spoil...Cannot Take A New Movie "DOOM"....And Also The Europe Trip. ^_^

ByeBye..Yang*

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2005-11-08T06:21:00.000+08:00

Today Is Tuesday.....Which Means Today Is rDNA Technology.....

Today Got UT Of This Particular UT.....Abit Tired...Cos Wake Up At 5.30 Am T Study Till Now...Later Bathing...Then Going Out Liaoz...Xiao Xin Meeting Me At 6.40 Am...ByeBYe!

Yang*

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2005-11-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

Tired...Today Is A Tired Day In School.....Early In The Morning..I Already Study For UT...Then Went For Breakfast With The Accompany Of Xiao Xin.......After That...I Went For School....

Immunology Is Quite Difficult.........But Managed To Pull Through Too....Haiz........HaHax....Later Gonna Do RJ Liaoz......

Went To Lot 1 After School....To Accompany Xiao Xin..........Then We Walk Around Lot 1......Then Go Home....Too Bad...She Kept On Mentioning The Past....Dunno For What Reason....Nvm.

Yang*

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2005-11-06T10:54:00.000+08:00

Today Is 6 / 11 / 2005........HaHax........The Number 6 & 11 Are Sensitive To Me.....So It Really Caught My Eyes........

Mouth Still In The Process Of Recovering.....Haiz...Yesterday...Injured Mouth Again....Bleed On The Spot In The Basketball Court....Sux.........Now..Applying Medicine On It......

Dear Dear Seem Moody...Nth To Talk To Me.....Dunno Leh.....

Yang*

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2005-11-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

Woooo..........Stomach Pain Lessen Liao..But Still Pain La......Just Ate My Breakfast In School.....So Will Not Be Eating In The Afternoon.....10.30 Am Will Be The Presentation....My Group Covering Precaution of DNA extraction. Shit La....Suffering From Flu.....LoLx............

Yesterday, My Mom Celebrates Birthday.......I Didn't Go.....Cos.....I Am Down With Stomach Pain....Sorry Mum.....And Happy Birthday....Perhaps...I Should Get Something For Her Ba........See First.......Why Her Son So Useless Ar.....Dotz...

Mouth Also Uncomfortable Cos Of The Injury....Something Like Ulcer.....Suckz.......Abit Pain...But Look Ugly On Me...Sianz 1/2...

Xiao Xin Going To School For Something.....OOps...I Forgot The Something She Doing.....Gosh...Memory Fail.....

Yang*

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2005-11-03T10:04:00.000+08:00

Today Is A Thursday......I Have Been Suffering From Severe Stomach Pain........Having Stomache All Along The Night Before.........The Only Way To Relieve My Pain Is To Sleep......Just Now Called Xiao Xin...She Went To Friend's Hse.......Fullstop...

Wanna Called Her Yestesday....But I Felt She Sleep Liaoz..So Didn't Call......But Guess She Dun Understand.....My Pain..!!!

It Still Pain....Arhhh......dotz.

Yang*

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2005-10-31T09:40:00.000+08:00

Today Is A Good Day...Everything Went Nicely......Went School Together With Xiao Xin At 7 Am......But Of Course As Usual We Will Have Breakfast Before Setting Off.......

Today Having Microbiology.......Should Be A Fruitful And Exciting Day Ba.....Xiao Xin..Is Having CID At CCK Library.....Should Be Meeting Up Her.......

Just Got One New English Song...."Diamond Forever"....Nice Song....I Likes The Show Yesterday....ONG-BAK.....Very Cool......Nice Fighting Scene......Phew...Cool Sia...My Friend Got The VCD Of It.....I Would Like To Own One Too.....His Movie Coming Up Soon...At November 3......But Xiao Xin Sure Dun Watch With Me.....Haiz...I Am Mr Lonely....Lonely...I Am So Lonely.....

Raining In The Morning....But I Walk Very Fast To Escape The Drizzling.....School Starting...ByeBye...>_<

Yang*

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2005-10-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

Ermmm...Same Ba....Did Not Much As Xiao Xin........Haiz......Really Wanna Talk To Xiao Xin....But I Dun Wanna Quarrel....Also Turn Everything Sour Again.....

Now I Am Watching A Very Nice Show Called " Quan Wang ".....Wonder If Xiao Xin Is Watching Anot......

Just Called Xiao Xin....She Is Busy.......Anyway...Her Friend Sms Me.......Xiao Xin Not Going For The Netball Camp...So She Do Not Have To Hand In The Consent Form........Should Be Ba....

Haiz....Jim Tan Dissapoint Me......I Should Have Get My "A".........Haiz....

WrIttEn By SoMeOnE Who Is Pinning For Better Grades

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2005-10-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

Heloz,

Dear Dear Flooding My Mail....Saying Bad Things About Me...Saying I Not Good...Dun Want Go Back With Her...Oh..My...I Am Doing My RJ...And It Going Rain Ma........Haiz..Should Have Go Home First Ma....Haiz.....

Anyway...I Have A Great Day At School...Learn Alot Of Things....=)

Yang*

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2005-10-26T07:15:00.000+08:00

Times Flies........It Had Been One Year & Four Months & Fifteen Days Since The Day We Go Steady...........Although It Seem "Steady" But........There Has Been Some Unbalance & Unsteadyness Going On.............I Dunno The Problem Lies With Me Or Her.............Or Is It Already Something That Not Meant To Be Right From The Start.........It Had Been A Miracle We Hold On Till Now...........I Will Cherish It Till The Last Breath Of This Relationship......No Matter What's The Ending Is.........Happiness & Sadness Throughout This Journey.....There Might Be Still A Long Way To Go..........Just Believe.......

As I Always Said.....Life Goes On........Move On And Search For The Light Of Your Path.......There's Always A Way Out.........To Me.......Altitude Of A Person Towards A Relationship Is Very Important.....Compromise & Accomodate......Respect.....Trust......Believe.....Love.........Is It True That Love Means There's No Need To Say Sorry ??? That's What I Read On Article......Maybe I Haben Grasp The True Meaning Behind..........Being A Good Partner....Must Always Spare A Thought For The Other Party........Sometimes There Is No Need To Quarrel......Sometimes There Is No Need To Say Hurting Stuffs To The One Who Love You.........Sometimes....There Is No Need To Talk So Loudly Or Shout.........Try Not To Let Temper Rule Over Your Soul.......It Only Makes It Sour.......Love Is Between Two Person......If Any Of The Person....Whether A Guy Or A Girl Lost Passion, Interest, Trust, Responsibility & Feeling......Love Will Not Exist......Are We On The Right Track Now ???

Well.....Today I Will Be Having Lab Lesson.....My Lab Coat Is With My Friend.......Ermmmm.....Xiao Xin Is Having Netball......She Got Quite A Few Things To Do.......Buying Of Batteries, Bring $$$ To School To Pay For Whatever Things......Settle All Projects Given......Perhaps Her 180 Degree Changes Is Due To Stress....Too..Bad..I Dun Really Can Be Any Help To Her.........I Know That......Hope She Dun Mind.......=)

School Starting At 8:30 Am......I Reached School At 7:10 Am......Shouldn't Let All This Things Bother Me.....Study Is My Priority.........Other Thing Just Let Nature Take Its Course......I Must Learnt To Love The One I Loved Who She Is........=P

Yang*

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2005-10-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

Today Is A Fine Day ! Fine Is Not That Fine.....Dunno What's Wrong With Xiao Xin.....Abit Depressed Over This......Sianz.......The RJ Given To Us Today Is Abit Hard.......The Question Is : " how does the study of cell death improve our quality of life? "

I Am Trying To Do Now......Thinking Of Every Possible Reason......Haiz....Xiao Xin Totally Ignored Me........What's The Point Going Back Early.......Haiz....

rDNA Technology Is One Of My Most Challenging Modules Now.....Cos...I Have To Speak Up Liaoz..>!!<

Should Not Be Playing Basketball For This Week....Let My KneeCap Rest......Anyway..I Really Like The Jersey Shorts Given To Me By Ai Qiang...Thx Lots..!!!

WrIttEn By SoMeOnE WhO Is WaItInG FoR A StAbLe ReLaTiOnShiP

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2005-10-24T08:03:00.000+08:00

Cool ! CoLd....Now I Am In Lab...The Temperature Was Low....Lesson Starting Soon.....Later Update...ByeBye !

Back! Surprisingly, Xiao Xin Talk To Me In Msn.......HaHax....No Lah....She Got No School Today But I Ask Her To Go Buy Her Vanguard Sheet......Then Later Hor....We Will Be Going To Mark's Hse For Dinner....

Yang*

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2005-10-21T13:28:00.000+08:00

Today Is Quite A Fine Day........Got An "A" For Medical Technology....Kanna Threaten By Fac About My Lenghty RJ To Downgrade Me.....HaHa......

Ermm...Start To Like rDNA Technology Module Liaoz.....But Wendy Chia's Grades Are Not Released...I Very Worry She Gave Me Cs Lor.....But....Bs Is Good Enuff....A Is The Best La...HaHa

Dear Got Netball Training Later....So I Will Be Going Back Home Myself..........Time Now Is 1:32 Pm.........I Already Eaten My Lunch At 10 Am.....So Not Hungry.......=)

My Legs Are Tired...Maybe Yesterday Run Too Much Le.......Got Injury On Knee Cap...Sux !

Suffering From Dry Cough....Feel Terrible Too....Well...Matthew Chio Me Play Basketball Around 6 Pm.....So Yea....Will Be Going If No Rain......

WrIttEn By SomeOne Who Is Fine

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2005-10-20T07:08:00.000+08:00

If My Girlfriend Ever Compare Me With Other Guys.......I Got Nothing To Say.........Cos That's Not A Mature Thinking........"Edmund" Can Help Her.....Means I Am Inferior Compare To Him ??? If That's The Case.......Means I Am Not Suitable For Her Liaoz.....I Will Be Me.....

Arhhh.....Dun Talk About Those Le...Only Make PPls Unhappy....So....I Shall Go Study My UT........Kai Xin Jiu Hao..!!!

Yang*

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2005-10-19T07:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I Am Very Sick So I DiD Not Blog....Forgivable Hor......But Xiao Xin Still Demand A Testimonial Lor...Gosh !.....But Nvm....Got Time And Idea Then Write It Ba.....Today's Module Is Medical Technology By A Great Fac Called Jim Tan.........Just Finished My RJ For Yesterday And Submitted Liaoz......Later Gonna Do The Lap Report......Yawnz....Still Sick....Tired.....Running Nose...Fever....Cough.....It Suck !

Yang*

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2005-10-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

Time Now Is 7:09 Pm.........Still Revising Half-Way Through My UT......Dunno Why Suddenly Remember To Blog......

Very Unlucky Wor......Dirty My Pants This Morning...And Have To Go Back Change.......Sick Right......Xiao Xin Not Unhappy I Never Run Back Change...But Really Lor....Run After Eating Is Very Bad For Health...Or Rather The Stomach....Haiz......Nvm...I Stick To My Principles.

My Friend All Playing Around Me.....Phew....They Got Earpiece....Nv On Sound To Disturb Me.....:) My RJ & Quiz All Done....I Write Very Long RJ Today....Real Long....Hope The Fac Will Not Downgrade Me.......HaHax......Today's Performance In Class Not Active Enuff....So Must Do Better In RJ And Quiz....Got Alot Of Ideas....Just That PPls Said Them Before Me...Or Either..I Nv Speak Up........

Xiao Xin Seem Moody.....Over Her "Prodesktop " ??? Over Me ??? Dunno leh.....I Saw Caryn This Morning.......She Was With A Friend.....Dunno Why......She See Me...Like See Devil....But I Just Smile Smile All The Way.....Walking Behind Her...Than...On My Way To School........Matthew Called Me To Play Basketball But Too Bad....I Need To Do My RJ........Study More Important !

GtG Home Le.....ByeBye!

Sign Off: Yang

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2005-10-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

LoL.....Having Laboratory Work Today.....At The Beginning Already A Mess....So Sick Of It.....Haiz.....Sianz......But Luckily No Lab Report....Just Some Stuff.....But Today's Presentation Are Long...So Went Home Late....But With My RJ & Quiz Done...=)

Xiao Xin Ar...Xiao Xin.....She Must Wear Mini-Skirt Like That.....Sianz...

Yang*

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2005-10-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today's Post Will Be My 300 Posts......Wahaha.....It Will Be One Year....If I Blogged 65 More Days......Which Is 2 Months Plus Liaoz....Amazing Hor.....I Blogged So Much Le.......All About Myself, Xiao Xin....And Other Things...Like Friends.

Xiao Xin Have No School Today....But I Very Bad...I Still Dragged Her Out To Pei Wo.....But In The End...I Still Eat Breakfast Alone......Since It Is Raining Le...No Point Getting Her Drenched....

Quite A Nice Day In School......Got 3 As For My First 3 Days of Second Weeks.....Very Happy....I Hope I Can Try My Best For The Following Weeks....Till This Semester End....Things Gonna Get Difficult And Difficult Le.....Must Jia Yo !

Anyway.....I Bought A Whistle For Xiao Xin....Cos...My Ear Got Problem...Or Otherwise....Xiao Xin Said Wrongly Lor....But Nvm..As Long She Like It

rDNA Technology Is Tomorrow.....So...Must Bring Lap Coat...And Yeah...It Started At 8 Am.....Must Be Punctual....hahax......Aiyo...I Will Nv Be Late......Xiao Xin Should Know Why...Wahaha

After School, After Completing My Quiz And RJ Plus Evaluation, I Went To Lot 1 To Lend Library Card To Xiao Xin...And Accompany Her.....

Time Now Is 10 Pm.........=) Gonna Sleep Soon....ByeBye!

Yang*

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2005-10-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

Today...Been Quite A Quiet Day.......Dunno What Went Wrong With Xiao Xin....She Seem So Cold......It Carry On All This Morning.....

Dearest Told Me She Been Selected For Tan Kai Kee Young Inventor's competition"...And The Pro/desktop competition. I Know She Is Reluctant.....But Since The Decision Been Made...Whatever I Said Will Not Make A Difference And That's Why I Told Her To Learn......

Xiao Xin Been Saying I Do Not Care For Her...Give Her Short Reply..Dunno How To Console Her.......Maybe I Really Dunno How To Console Someone Ba...It Should Be The Other Way Round That Wo Pei Bu Shang Ta........

Anyway.....Her Class Won The Match...So Happy For Her....But She Complainted That It Will Means Their Class Will Have To Re-Perform Again For The School......HaHax..I Know It Seem Troublesome....But Just Treat It As A Honour.

I Have Never Treat Xiao Xin As A Fool........I Dunno Why She Said All Those Hurting Stuff To Me......She Been Kept On Saying "If We Should Continue...."....I Mean...What The.....Did Any Of Us Do Wrong Things That Have To Reach This State.......Care ??? Am I Really That Inhuman Not To Show Care To My Girlfriend....Did I Really Dun Care My Gf.......I Can Answer This....I Do Care !!!

When She Emailed Me....I Am Doing Presentation in 3rd Meeting..With Fellow Friend And Fac Staring Us.....Even When Teaching Is Teaching...I Also Replying Her Mail...Just That I Have To Cut Down My Words.....I AM VERY SORRY About It.....But It Is No Body's Fault....

Time Now Is 4:43 Pm.......I Am In School Blogging.......Finished My RJ And Quiz Le.....Should Be Going Home Soon........

Yang*

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2005-10-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

It Have Been 16 Months Already......Cool Sia.....So Happy....Received Something Made By Xiao Xin.....Nice Picture....Quite Meaningful.....

Been Very Sick Today....Heavy Flu.......Cannot Tahan....Haiz.....Having Big Ulcer Too...So Pathetic....Yawnz.......Anyway.......President Coming To Our School........Alot Of People Go To See...Including Me....Muahahax....Some Bought Flowers For Him..While Others...Some Dances.....Some Participate In Competition...And....Yup !....Should Be Just Like That...

Qiang Qiang Came Back Le......Must Find Time To Meet Up With Him.......lalala

Yawnz...Tired* Very Tired*...Sick !

Yang*

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2005-10-10T13:39:00.000+08:00

I Woke Up At 5 Am While Xiao Xin Woke Up At 5.30 Am.......

I thought She Always Woke Up Earlier Than Me....HaHax.......So In The End....We Met At 5.50 Am.......I Am Late Abit Cos My Watch Is Slow...Dunno Whether It Is True Anot.........lolx

As Usual, At S-11.......Xiao Xin Ate Her Breakfast While I Am Fasting.....KeKe....Same As Those Malays....FASTING !

Today I Am Having Lab Session So I Bought My Lap Coat To School...Not Too Bad.....Enjoy My School Life........Start To Know Better Of My Teammates.....

Haiz.......Dissapointed With My Mum....Never Left $$$ On Table For Me......I Still Reminded Her This Morning Lor.....Dotz.......Nvm....I Get From Her Today.....

I Need To Buy Shoes Too.....And Do My Blood Test For Hep B.....Cos For Medical Technology Module, We Will Be Handling Blood......Dun eeeeee.....=)

Well....I Should Go And Write A Testimonial To Xiao Xin Now.......Otherwise My Debt Will Accumulate...lalala...ByeBye...!!!

Xiao Yang*

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2005-10-06T13:30:00.000+08:00

Today Is My Fourth Day Of School.......Still Going Quite Ok....But Just That.....Dun Really Clink Well With The New Classmates Cos Maybe In Term Of Thinking And Opinion Or Perhaps Working Style.

Later On....At 4.30 Pm......I Am Having A Why?! IG Meeting.....So Will Go Home Late......ermm...Glad That Dear Likes Her Math Paper 2....Anyway...Again...Good Luck To Her Chinese Exam Tommorow......Yup!

Ermm..Not Much....Trying To Survive In This New Class.....And To Speak Up More...Bye !

WrIttEn By SoMeOne WhO Is Haiz..

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2005-10-05T08:25:00.000+08:00

Yoz....School Started Le......Forgotten To Blog For Two Days.....Aiyo......Two Testimonials For Xiao Xin Le Lor......Must Really Find Time To Write For Her Le....

I Am In Class Now....Today's Morning Rained Very Heavily And Xiao Xin Called Me And Told Me That She Will Go School Herself........Asked Me To Sleep More......So In The End, I At First Sleep 1 Hour More...But Better Than Nothing......Oh Yah.....Wish Xiao Xin All The Best For Her E.Lit.........I Hope She Can Do Well.....

Holiday Mood Is Out Liao.....Really Got Alot Of Thing To Touch Up......Now My Class Is Very Competitive....So.....Ermmm...Must Work Hard....

Dear Dear Had Been Unhappy About Me PLaying Games In School.....I Know....=)

My Mind Is Set....I Will Be Going Home Early Today.....Yuppie !

Have A Nice Day ! Dearest.........Phew ! She Likes The Gift I Bought For Her.....Shuang !

Yang*

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2005-09-15T15:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, My Class Had A BBQ Session At East Coast Park, Pit 27.

Me, Kenny & Jonathan Met Up At D.Ghaut Mrt Station......Kenny Was Late...So Was I....But I Arrived Second And Accompany Jonathan To Buy Charcoal, Wire Gauze And Starters.

Then.....At The Plaza Singapura, We Took Taxi Straight Down To East Coast Park.....The Girls Actually Arrived Earlier Than Us But Ermmm....It Was Quite Expected Because They Are The Ones That Bought The Food And Drinks....

Gosh !!! There Is Only 3 Type For Food For Us To BBQ......They Are Crab Meat, Hotdog & Chicken Wings......Lolx....Somemore The Chicken Wings Is Plain Ones And Not Marinated Ones....God ! The Food There Abit Sucky....But Just Compromise Lor....

Sianz....In The End...I Realised Only 3 Person Are Staying Overnight.....They Are Me ! , Charmaine & Jonathan.....Almost Everyone Left Till Us....So We Played Cards.....But Charmaine Dunno How To PlayLor....So......I Taught Her........Then Play With Peanuts As The Betting Stake.....HeHez.......Until 2 Am......We Sianz Of Cards......We Restarted The Fire And Continued BBQ Foods To Eat.....

Oh Yah....I Got 2 Miss Calls From Dear Dear......Sorry...My HP Is In My Bag...I DiDn't Hear It.......My Shorts No Pockets Leh.......When The Time I Checked My HP, It Was Quite Late Liaoz...So Guess Shouldn't Disturb My Dear Dear's Sleep......Wonder She Got Miss Me Anot ?

Ermmmm........Recently...I Realised She Nv Talk Anything About Me In Her Blog...It Is Just ALL About Her Friends.......Ermmm......At Least I Hope Now..She Gave Me A Call Now...Cos....I Cannot Contact Her.....It Seem To Be Raining Liaoz...Where Is She ???

Nvm........We Watched Sunrise Until 7.20 Pm.......Then Walk To Parkway Parade....Very Tired And ZZzzzzz Liaoz....We Nv Sleep Lor.....Yawnz.......When I Got Home....It Was Already 8.40 Am......I Slept At 9 Am And Woke Up At 11.30 Pm.....Wash Up, Went To My Mother's Stall To Help Again....Just Slept 2.5 Hours......Shoulders Aching.....Where Is Xiao Xin......???

Time Now Is 3: 47....I Got Home Quite A While Ago.......Xiao Xin Nv Gave Me Any Calls Liaoz......=(

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2005-09-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

My Testimonial To Xiao Xin :

Dear Dear...

Do You Know That You Are Already A Big Part Of My Life ? I Really Cannot Imagine What Will Happen To Me If We Are No Longer Together...How Will I Carry On My Life ?

Today Is 2005 September 11.....It Is Our 1 Year & 3 Months Anniversary....It Is Also One Of The Memorable Date In US.....September 11 ( 911 ).....Anyway...Ours Is A Joyous Occasion...So Heck-Care The Other Meaning...

Well...Dear Dear...I Really Wanna Get For You The Bear Bear That Can Shone Light...But You Insist On Rejecting My Gift To You.....Why Ar ??? Wanna Be Like Your Hao Jie Mei, Caryn ???
Your School Reopen Tml.....Hope You Have Prepare For Lessons Again.....Although It Is Just A Short 1 Week Holiday....But It Is Better Than Having None.....I Know You Got Alot Of Projects To Do....Really Feel Useless Not To Be Able To Help Out......But I Bet You Have The Capabilities To Handle Them......

Anyway...Stress Is Not A Reason For Being Stray...Be Self-Loving & Responsible Hor...=P

Love Ya !!

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2005-09-09T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hi Yah...Ppls....Long Time No See......-_-"

Okok.....I Am In School Now.....My Friends Called Me Back To Have Some Sort Of Gathering...And So Here I Am !

Jin Peng & Alarice Are In School Too....So Surprised Wor.....Jin Peng Is Having Study Group While Alarice Is Having Tennis......

I Guessed Dear Dear Still At Crescent's Girls School ??? Having Netball Match ??? Not Sure Leh.....Hope RV Won Then......

Oh Yah....Erica's HP Had Lost....Hope She Is Ok.....Nvm One...Can Buy New One.....Not So Bad Anyway....

Last Week Had Been A Very Bad Week For Me And Xiao Xin.....Cos Quarrels Alot.....But Now...Still Ok....

Ermmmm.........Today Is 9 / 9 / 2005........6 Days After My Holiday.......I Guess Things Gonna Turn Difficult When School Start.......For My Case...I Am Kind Of Interested In Pharmaceutical Area.......Just Like It.......=P

Once Again...Happy For Xiao Xin & Ring Ring To Patch Back......Hope No Conflicts Will Arise Again.......Blessed*

Yang* [ IvErSoN-3]

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2005-09-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

LOL........

I Forgot To Blog Yesterday Night.....Gosh....I Am Sure Dear Dear Will Pester Me For One Testimonial.....How Ar ??? HeHez....Luckily Writing A Testimonial To Her Are Not That Difficult La.....Got So Much To Say About Her...Wahaha....

Xiao Xin Is Now At My Home...Ooops...Abit Broken English Leh....HaHax....Ermmmm.....Oh Yah....Her Bag Is So Heavy Yesterday...."Heavy" To Her....But "Light" To Me.....Feel So Sorry For Her......Need To Carry Such A Rock Back Home....Ermmmm.....=)

Matthew Came To My House Just Now To Take Some Movies Back Home To Watch.....His Whole Family Went To Malaysia Except Him.........Since Xiao Xin Came Too.....Ermm.......I Have No Choice But To Let Him Know How To Be "Zhi Dong".....Dun Be Light Bulb.....I Just Wanna Be With Dear Dear Alone....Together !

Darling*

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2005-09-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

Gosh !!! I Overslept Today.........DiD Not Went For Pharmacology & Toxicology Module...Sianz 1/2.......Missed A "A" For Today......How ??? But Nvm....Miss Liew Said My Grades Are Good Enuff.....Is It ???

Ermm...Neverthelessm, I Still Got Went To School Because Of The Trip To Science Centre....WooHoo...Nice Talk By The Speaker...Learnt Quite Alot.....

Xiao Xin Today.....Considered Good...Except....She Can Abandoned Me Because Of Friends......Then....Hold Hands With Her....Like...She Got No Mood Or Energy To Hold....Sianz lor....So Dun Hold Le....Hem ! Unless...She Also Wanna To Hold....^_^

Darling*

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2005-08-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

Time Now Is 5 : 26 PM.........Weather Is Hot....Very Bright Outside....

Been Down With Flu Today....Haix....Tired*.....

Xiao Xin Haben Call Me Yet...Still Have 34 Mins To 6 Pm.......Waiting In Progress......

Well...I Received Many Testimonial This 2 Days.....From My Classmates....They All Can't Bear To Be Separated From Me.....Cos We Are Changing Class....Wahahax....

3 More Day To End Of Semester......And Holidays Is Coming....Tml...I Want To Catch A Movie With Xiao Xin....See If Can Ba...

Yang*

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2005-08-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

Heloz.....

Ermmm.....Today Leh....Biochemistry Module Changed Facilitator Again....Back To The Previous One Who Teaches Us.....Erm...Dun Really Like Her....She Always Give "B"....So Sianz......HaHax...

Yawnz......When I Got Back To Yew Tee.......I Met Up With Randall And We Have Lunch Together....WooHoo....After That...We Went To Play Basketball.....Muahahx.....

Later Gonna Call Dear Dear.....So Happy*

Darling*

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2005-08-26T06:54:00.000+08:00

It've Been One Year & Two Months & Fifteen Days......=P

Time Now Is 6:55 AM In The Morning.......Been Reaching School Quite Early Because Dear Dear Has To Practise Her Dancing Steps With Her Fellow Classmates......Glad She Enjoy It....Just That Hope She Will Not Be Too Obsessed With It.....Anyway...That Is For Her Teacher's Day Performance........

Before Dear Dear Bid Goodbye To Me This Morning....She Said She Dun Like My Look......Especially Those "嘲笑" People's Look.........I Dunno Leh...I Just Trying To Keep Myself Smiling And Happy......Maybe In A Wrong Way........Dunno.......Kanna Scolded........Haiz........Heart Really Feel Uncomfortable........Where Is The Care I Used To Have From Her ???

Well.......Dear Dear Is Going Back To China On 19 / 9 / 2005............Then I Am Also Having A Camp On 22 / 9 / 2005 - 24 / 9 /2005 .

My Smile Fade Away Recently........Since She Said She Heck-Care Me......The Way She Talk To Me Also Different....Abit Who's Care..........errmmmmm...Been Trying Hard To Keep Smiling.......Finding Things To Talk........Just Hope Her Altitude Change....Or.....She Might Be Already Changing While Mixing With Her Classmates.....It Might Be Redundant To Have Me As Her Boyfriend.........Come On...Be Optimistic....=)

Now Listening To Liang Jing Ru's "Bu Xiang Sui"...........A Song Which Also Attracted Me To Dear Dear......This Song Had A Impact On Me...I Will Remember It.........Time Now Is 7 : 09 AM.......Still Got Almost One & A Half Hour To School.........I Saw No Students Around Except Those Stall Owners And Cleaners.............

Later In The Evening....My Class Will Be Having Their Last Two Matches For Captain's Ball......Glad That We Have A Tall Catcher & A Tall Defender.......Hope We Will Get The Champion Out Of It........

Dear Dear Always Do The Same Thing........Example, When She Quarrelled With Me....She Will Say She Will Go Home Herself...........Then Me Leh......Dunno.....Stay In School With Friends........Or Go Back Early To Play Basketball...............

Oh Ya.........Time Now Is 7 : 14 AM.......How Come Time Pass So Slow....Arrrrr....Grrrr...Hehe............Nvm.....Ermm...Heard From Some Of The Friends That Alot of Classmates Are Not Coming For Today's Lesson.......And They Are Going To Cinelesure To Watch Movie.....Well......It Is None Of My Business........I Will Go For My Lesson........Today's Module Is " Anatomy & Physiology " !

Now Leh.....Listeing To Liang Jing Ru's " Wo Shi Xin Fu De "......Quite A Nice Song........Sky Started To Brighten Up.......Wonder How Long Will I Type On.......Ermmmmm........This Semester Gonna End In One More Week.....Me And My Friends Gonna Change Class After That.......Cos...We Will Be Taking New 5 Modules.......But If Lucky....Might End Back In The Same Class As Other Friends....Dunno Leh.....Time Flies.......Still Got One & A Half Year To Graduate From Republic Polytechnics.......Muahahax.......And By That Time.....Wonder If I Am Still Together With Dear Dear Anot....Such Thing Are Unpredictable......When Dear Dear Are Abit Angry With Me......I Know She Still Take It To Heart.....So I Will..........................................................................................Also Understand Why She Treat Me Like That Now.......=) Smile*

Life Is Just A Journey Of Years.........Why Not Be Happy..........Can Smile...Smile Lor.......Try Not To Mind Too Much About Other People's View..........That's Me........=P

Time Now Is Nearly To 7 : 30 AM...........Guess My Classroom Door Are Open Now.....I Should Go Up Now.......To Get Some Rest.....Hehe..............It Feels Good To Say So Many Things......Ok.....ByeBye....

Darling*

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2005-08-25T07:49:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Sorry....Dear Dear aka Wang Jue...Sorry To Disappoint You.....I Know You Must Be Feeling Real Depressed And Disappointed........Well...I Know I Am In The Wrong.....So Cheer Up !!! Dar Dar 不争气.......Haiz.....I Dun Want To See You So Unhappy.......Cos I Want My Girlfriend To Be Always Happy.....Sometimes It Is Not I Am Not Serious Toward My Studies......Just That I Have A Different Approach To Studies Compare To Other.....Some People Might Be Stressed About Studies, Some People Struggling With Their Studies....Well.......Mine Is Learning In A Positive Way Which Reduces Stress To Minimum.......I Am Not As Lousy As You Think.......I Know I Can Make It......Anyway......Hope You Can Forgive Me Soon......And Bu Yao Bu Guan Wo.....

Yang*

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2005-08-24T07:32:00.000+08:00

Time Now Is 7.32.........HaHax....Earlier Than Yesterday Cos NoBoday Stop Me From Doing My Business At Commonwealth....Muahahax......Guess Today, Alot Of People Are Not Coming For The Lesson....It Is Practical Today.....And I Think I Also No Mood.........Haiz....Nevertheless....I Still Wear Quite A Proper Attire To School Except My Sandals La....=P

Aiyo...I Still Got Alot Of Movies That I Haben Watch...Diaoz..

Darling*

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2005-08-23T07:49:00.000+08:00

Morning...

Time Now Is 7 : 50 Am.......Had A Stomache After Sending Dear Dear To School....Ermm...Then Of Cos I Went To The Commonwealth Toilet.......Then There Is This Fat Weird Freak Toilet Cleaner Who Is Using The Toilet That I Wanted To Use.....I Waited For Awhile And Decided Not To Wait Anywhere......So...I Went Back To Take Bus To School.........While At The Bus-Stop, My Stomache Come Back Again....Freako !.....So As Usual....I Went Back To That Toilet....Gosh...That Idiot Still Dun Want To Come Out.....So Inconsiderate....What If Other People Want To Use Leh...How ??? So I Very Civilised.....I Wait Again.....Erm....Then This Guy Finally Come Out....He Look Weird...His Actions Scared Me Abit.....Feeling Turn Off....I Went To School To Do My Business.....It Was A Diao Morning...Therefore I Reached School Only At 7:35 Am.......=P

Still Got Half An Hour More To Lessons....Yawnz...Genetics For Today....=D

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2005-08-22T07:22:00.000+08:00

This Post Is For Xiao Xin......

Dear Dear.......Dar Dar Is Very Happy To Be Together With You.....Happiness Is Sense Everywhere Yesterday.......You Are Really A Silly Girl.....Very Funny Also.....HeHez.......Dar Dar Likes The Wristband You Gave Him Yesterday.....Nike One.....Cool Sia.....Muack !!!

I Hope You Will Wear It Too......At The Starting, You Might Not Get Used To The Extra Thingy On Your Wrist But REMEMBER.............This Is Our Common Thing....So Learn To Like It...OKie ???? Sure Ok De Rite......

Dar Dar Really Want To Just Keep You By His Side.....Dote You......Making You Laugh And Bully You Abit.....Dun Mind De Hor....HaHax.......Time Seem To Pass Very Fast Together With You....It Been One Year & 2 Months & 11 Day Since We've Been Steady......Love Ya !!!

Time Now Is 7:27 Am.....Still Early...Ermmmmm.....Yeah =P !

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2005-08-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

Finally....Today Is Friday..It Is The End Of My 14th Weeks....hahax.....Two More Weeks...My First Semester Of Year 2 Will Be Over...Isn't It Fast ???

Ermmmm.......Next Semester Will Be More Hard...So I Will Have To Mentally Prepared...

Well...I Just Got Home Half An Hour Ago.........Play Basketball Until Very Tired....Tired..........

Dear Dear Must Had Sleep By Now Ba......Erm..Maybe I Will Call Her Later........

This Evening...I Got Serious Stomache....But...I Tolerate From Redhill Till Home.....Pain* But......Luckily My Determination Is Good....Muahahax.....Yawnz.....I Scored Another "A" For My Applied Chem....Hope It Can Pull My Grade Up Cos.....My UT For This Module Sucks....!

Hiaz......Jia Yo !!!! Congrats To Xiao Xin Because If I Am Not Wrong, Her Exam Week Is Over......Yeah ! =P

Darling*

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2005-08-18T17:38:00.000+08:00

One Thing To Mention Is That I Nearly Cannot Make It For My Presentation, Because Almost None Of My Team Members Know How To Plot The Graph For A Dose-Response Graph, Including Me Lah.....

But Luckily.....I Managed To Do It In The End With Nice Explanation.....Have A Great Understanding Of Today's Stuff.....So Happy...!!! ^_^

I Just Read Dear Dear's Blog.......Aiyo...Dear Dear....Actually Go And Carry Newpapers....So Hard On Her....Wonder If She Is Ok Now.....Time Now Is Nearly 6 Pm....I Am Going To Do My Quiz And RJ Before I Go Home........=) ......

ByeBye....Muack ! =P

WrIttEn By SomeOne Who Is Back To Blog More Post.....

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2005-08-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

Today....I Felt Very Tired......Maybe Lack Of Sleep Ba....

Xiao Xin Was Very Hardworking Today......She Had Been Studying From The Time She Saw Me.....And Reached School....So Impressed......Hope She Do Well For Her Test Ba....

Well.........Kind Of Lazy In School......Did Not Really Do Much Work....But Managed To Handle It In The Third Meeting.....Luckily, My Team Do Not Have To Present Today....

I Had Not Been Exercising Enuff.....Get Fatter Le....Even Xiao Xin Also Said Me Fat...haiz...

Tired !!!

Xiao Yang*

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2005-08-16T10:49:00.000+08:00

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OOoops.....Forgot To Blog Yesterday....HaHax...Because I Am Too Tired Liaoz....Having Alot Of Fun Shooting 3-pointers And I Scored 100 Balls.....Cool Right....Shuang*

Wanna Try That Again Sometimes.......Zhu Liang Also Did The Same Except I Completed Faster Than Him.....Muahahax.......What A Pity...I Dun Want To Join RP Basketball Team Anymore...Felt Sianz About It.....Just Wanna Play It Outside With Friends.....=P

Xiao Xin Ar.....Same Lor...Will Continue With Her NetBall...Hope She Like It One Day....

Ermmmm...Now I Owned Xiao Xin A Testimonial...Maybe I Will Write Later....Shall See....Doing Researches Now....So I GtG....ByeBye !

Best Regards,
Yi Yang